Posted by Anonymous on 2017/12/19 under Love I was really happy when i entered in my collage up to first semester everything was alright. I make a lot of friends and life time memories and performed well in my academics. Then a girl get attracted toward me and she start hitting on me and after a while we came in relationship. She was really depressed and unsecured at that time she hate everyone. I tried to make her comfortable and be there when she needed me and try to do everything for her. She start spending each and every second of her life with me after a time i also start liking to spend my all time with her. And i start lagging behind in my studies. But i know at that time once when she will get alright. I will handle and catch up my studies. And don't when i get isolated from friends in this. I caries for her like a child and love her like my family. I stopped talking to almost all girls because she get sad and insecure when i do it and i don't want that. Then after a while everything is start getting comfortable. I helped her to do well in her academics and other interests she start making friends and exploring her interests. Slowly slowly time we spend together get lesser because of her busy schedule. One day she come and told me that she didn't feel in a same way. And don't want any relationship at that moment but she want me as her best friend forever. I get devastated and start yelling at her this continues for one month and then she come and told me that she want to continue the relationship in future but not now. She want to remain single. I agreed to her decision . And start working toward being as a friend then slowly slowly more and more people start coming into her life and time we spend together getting lesser. I feel sad and insecure with that and we ended up with many fights but in end of every fight everything get sorted. Then She meet a girl and she become very close to her and they start spending time with there friends and start hanging out together everyday without even asking me. I start feeling isolated and insecure. Then slowly slowly she start feeling that she feels more happy with these new guys rather then me. And one day she text me and that we cannot be in friends anymore i tried for many days but she stick with her decision that she feels that our friendship is not healthy she stop texting me, talking me and start neglecting my existence around her. she feels that i don't treat her her well after our relationship and don't want me in her life. Now i am isolated from my friends hardly talk to anyone in a weeks. While she is enjoying with her new friend and making new friends day by day and exploring her interest. I don't whether she remembered that i exist or not. But i am in a condition where i am not able to focus on my academics in this last few month of my collage. My family have every high exceptions from me and i want to fulfill that. But Each and every second i think about her and what went wrong between us. And how much we were happy together. Can we come together again in life. I tried to forgot her but i am not able to do this. Every time i try to forgot her i remembered her more badly. I am getting spoiled day by day when i saw her happy with other and don't even noticing me. She hang out with everyone and i get jealous and devastated when she go out and hang out with many boys. I am not able to focus on anything from the time when she ended up our relationship each and every second my mind wants her by looking back in our happy memories. I want to get a good job at least but with focusing on my academics i will not able to do that. I am tried of all this sadness and don't know what to do.