Posted by Anonymous on 2017/11/10 under Life you came when it was convenient. you had secrets. didn't tell me. i was delusional that you played with my emotions to your liking. wanna save me. be the one to tame me. make u look good. but what about me? perhaps i just simply wanna be accepted for who i am. you, i hate you. the first person to hate. adn i am working so hard right now not to hate you so that you don't win. i know that's what you want. and i won't let you win that. no matter what.
wanna change me, but i won't. maybe i just wanna be accepted as i am. as i come. u who profess to know so mich about me, didn't know why me and so and so didn't worko out why, bc ur special? no bc i hate passive agressive crap. but if u truly knew.. but oh well. and last week? well, congratulations and plsace ever don't come back agian. i prefer to have and lead a healthy life. without you.
i will understand, take the high road, n choose not to hate. that's not my make sometimes i wonder bc i forgive people know that and maybe i need to chase a motherf***er down so that it will send a message for people not to f*** with me no more, but that's not my make either. maybe i am netter off alone.
i keep putting gthe rule, i should be independent first then think about a relationshp then a motherf***er comes and convinces me otherwise, kids marriage and all that, but wait, can't we first try to save and see if we can even make this work? and once it fails, instead of being noble shake hands walk away, motherfuker leave me worse off than he found me, yea that's noble alright.
anyhow. i won't hate you. that's not my make. please don't come back again. thank you.
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motherf***er just wanna f***, motherf***er don’t even care, maybe he thinks that if we consistently f***, it’s love, but it’s not when there’s not much else going on.motherf***er don’t even care, bc if we don’t f***, motherf***er gonna f*** off. play game. that’s how it is. and you know, i undderstood the predicament, i said maybe lets lay off all the emo s*** before we can meet face to face, mutherf***er don’t care, they think they in control then the games begin. it’s the same s***.
no i don’t care no more. motherf***er dont’ care. why should i.
same systematic bulls***. no emotional attachment, no mental share, what is this? hhuh? sex. sex.magic trick ,pull a rabbit out of the hat habit. ya know. if i am not needed, why do i need love to keep it.
and then persuade me this is going to work no it’s not going to work because you know what the trust is a two way streeat i want someone to risk it for me but no i am simply not worthy it so they dont even break their rules for me but i do why tell me love suck. because it do.
then motherf***er assume he gonna be all stealth with the info while he gonna jab me with his own poison, like i dont see it. happy now? have ur closure, dont ever come back to me.
u now i knew u was gonna leave some day, i gave u a shot anyway. thanks for all the good times.
youre good with words maybe but really bad at love bc u dont’ trust and so long u d ont trust ur gonna be lonely. i hope one day you will find your match and all that your desire come true. i do afterall wish you happiness. just dont come to me no more.
loving you was the hardest because loving someone who didn’t trust you was scary, you knew that it was f***ed from the start. but the good thing is, the pain in my heart is dead and gone.
he wasn’t real.
but it was.
you kept the truth from me for so many years, you watched me suffer while you lived it out there, however you had. f*** you for that. but i forgive you too. that’s my make. but don’t take this as a sign to come back, like ever.
i will survive you. like i did before.
I, don’t beleive you.
if y ou are wondering what i learned from all this, it is to never trust you, ever again.
for once i wanted them to break their own rules, but they are too important.
its not my fault you are big.
in this digital era, i am computerized, i dont know what love is anymore.
it’s been a good day.
hack the heart now ur a dumbass i dont know why you just cant open up to me