do something that you like and if you can't do something you like, find something you like what you are doing. give your all to whatever you're doing and wherever you are right now. i know that life can be tough, but you gotta be and stay real with yourself. i see a lot of people hold themselves back because they are not happy with where they are and they think it helps to conserve energy, but let me tell you something, you become what you keep doing so why hold yourself back. excel at where you are, and when you have the chance to follow your dreams, and make that into reality, you will do it. nothing will hold you back.