Posted by Anonymous on 2017/10/08 under Life missing you yea it hurts and sometimes wanna push further but i also know these are the times we just not waste cos its not a waste but preparing for tomorrow. what we do today always prepares for what's coming tomorrow. none of this is is wasting our time none of this waiting and wondering and dreaming about is wasting because we are continually shifting our internal being to match that of our utmost high being. it's nice to give in sometimes and i feel when am at that point of eternity, the moment that feels deeply familiar to me it's meaning is beyond the words can express because whenever i put it in my journal it just seems suddenly too small hahah but that's what it is, these feelings that i carry that have invoked with in me, i am just doing this thing where i am getting better on the daily and making myself the best version of me for me and you and everyone that gets we, and those who don't get we, those whose perceptions are ignorant and yet sleeping, whose words will falter on the ground like dead leaves… life is a funny way of teaching myriad of ways, and anything we experience can be looked from subjective view for one purpose of understanding and another objective view for another purpose of understanding, and merging of the two will give birth to another perspective of understandings, and why do we have all these understandings. our personality is our understanding. so how understanding we are of ourselves and each other reflects on our personality. and hence our peace. within and without. then our character, is how well we weathered the earthly storms and came up strong, that's where our wisdom, comes from. so you see. these personality and character things are not reality that small. smile love, i love you so so so much and cant wait for your school to be over so i can hug you and celebrate and all that.