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Posted by on 2017/08/14 under Love

"Love cannot live where there is no trust." -Cupid to Psyche

I just want to see him smile again. Is that too much to ask?
He's my best friend, my brother, and my love… how am I supposed to sit still while looking at him handling his problems?
I like him, but he keeps on giving me mixed signals.
I don't even know whether he actually likes me back or he's just really comfortable with me.
I want to know how he really feels. But I'm too scared to know the truth.
As they say, "the truth hurts."
You never know what's going to happen next, and it's always that unpredictable when it comes to love.
Love?
What even is that?
Is it something that can directly be explained, or is it just an abstract idea that the human mind invented?
False assumptions.
Nothing hurts more than being hurt by false assumptions.
But what can you do? Can you escape them?
When you're in love, can you control yourself and possibly protect yourself from false assumptions?
I don't understand you.
You give me so many random hugs. You wrap an arm around my shoulders and pull me in closer.
You love resting your head on my shoulder when we're sitting next to each other.
But what are you really feeling?
What are you really thinking about?
What are you meaning to say?
I don't know what exactly is going on inside your head. Your actions alone are enough to make me feel so confused.
Your actions are even the primary reason as to why I fell for you.
We were simply friends, and I was content with that.
Was.
Now I'm not exactly sure whether I want someting more or at least, I just want to know what you're thinking about.
What are you thinking about when you see me?
What are you thinking about when you hug me?
Please, tell me.
I'm getting really confused with your actions.
I feel like you only see me as your sister, but there are times when you make me feel like I'm someone even more.
Like I'm someone worthy of the love buried deep withing your heart.
I want you to tell me exactly how you feel. I promise I'll be prepared.

"Girls get friend zoned, too. It hurts them as much as it hurts you." -Anon.

"It's so hard to pretend to be friends with someone when everytime you look at him, all you see is everything you want to have." -Anon.

"Should I smile because we're friends? Or should I cry because that's the only thing we'll ever be?" -Anon.

Your hugs alone make me feel like I'm someone special in your life. They give me the warmth I need for everyday.
But the question is, what kind of "special" am I?

One thought on ““Special”

  1. isabellag says:

    i love the book can you make a part 2 plz

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