have read some thoughts of yours and i see i’m not the only one that misses a guy. Girl, think a bit. if you truly love him, and you think that he truly loves you too, then CALL him. you have nothing to loose, except a great love story, and maybe your kids to tell him ”daddy”. but only if he truly loves u too. if not, don;t be selfish, and let him be happy with his love of his life! just let it go! What is yours, is set aside, ok? good luck dears.