Posted by Anonymous on 2011/03/29 under Uncategorized try and I try and it is never good enough. I have come from such horrible hate and have risen above it but it always finds its way of coming and knocking me down again. When will you learn? When will you learn how much I love you. I would give my life for you. Would you do the same for me? I bet you would for your drugs. They come before everything. They have ruined us. This beautiful, amazing love that we shared. All of our hopes and dreams for a perfect life together. Babies, a house, everything. Gone. So you can chase your high. Just like my parents. Once again. Drugs come before me. I had no choice with them. With you, though, I do. I am not going to let you do this to me anymore. This is your choice, not mine. I love you more than life itself but for once in this relationship I am going to come first. I deserve the world and now I am going to be free of you and get my world. I will always love you.