Posted by Anonymous on 2011/03/15 under Uncategorized Everyday, I sit with the same people at lunch. Everyday since the beginning of the school year. You’d think they’d be “used to me.” They all hate me. Every single one of those freaks. When it was Christmas, I gave them gifts. When they needed help on schoolwork, I explained to them the concept and helped them understand. I gave them someone to talk to, partner up with, and how did they treat me back? They asked me how I could live with myself everyday. They expressed to me how much they all think I am very “b****y” person. I, most certainly, am not. They call me annoying. They hit, slap, kick, and jump me. They think it is weird that I smile. They think I smile all the time. They believe they can spread rumors about me all they want. They throw things at me. Any thing that they have on hand will be chucked at me. They all laugh at me. She tells me to “just go away.” She asks me to name all my friends, but I refuse to. She just laughs and says that I probably don’t have any. I deny it immeadiatly. Well, Jesse, your right. I have no other friends, and I have no where else to go. She doesn’t care that I cry after every single lunch. They probably didn’t believe it when they heard that I did. I do have feelings, Jesse, Emely, Adriana, Katerina, Bernedette, and Natasha. I do have a heart. It’s sad knowing that they know all of this and how I feel, but they continue this taunting. What they don’t know is that because of them and other things, I have stated cutting myself and have intensely and frequently thought about suicide. YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME! The saddest thing is that everyday, I continue to sit with them and I don’t stand up for myself.
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[…] #321 JUst ignore them. Atleast youll be more sucessful then them in the future. just keep beleiving and if i were you i’ll stop hanging out with them and just be all alone. theyre just using you. So, what do you perfer, being independent or a toy to them? it doesn’t matter what they say or who they are because its dumb and stupid. all theyr’e doing is making a fool out of themselves. I am a loner as well but ony difference is that i don’t get bullied. i just dont say anything at all and nothing happens because there’s no reason to argue with them. Stop being their guinea pig and stand up to yourself. tell them that you dont care because what they say means nothing to you. […]