You know that feeling at the pitt of your stomach, just pushing you and practically telling you what your heart desires. That voice inside of you that tells you “Why not? Go for it, go for him. He was yours first to begin with.” Well this lives inside me every day. I can’t say I regret listening to people way back when because either way you wanted to leave, and no matter what I wouldn’t have been that important to stop you. But now, the one time I had a chance to kiss you, after having you hold me so close practically asking me for it. As you rubbed me ways I can’t describe. Well yes, I absolutely regret. Especially after the person I stopped MYSELF for is ungrateful and not a very good friend. Either way love you always,and forever papi♥ (not my dad.)