Posted by Anonymous on 2011/03/07 under Uncategorized I NEVER HAD A TRUE LOVE BEFORE AND I’M AS CURIOUS AS THOSE WHO HAVEN’T HAD ONE TOO.
I’VE BEEN PRAYING TO GOD EVER SINCE I WAS LITTLE THAT IF HE’LL GIVE ME THE RIGHT ONE, LET ME MEET HIM AT THE RIGHT TIME. WELL, Of course.. God heard my prayer and is granting me my wish. I’m actually not looking for one but maybe.. I’m a lil’ bit frustrated bout; not having one. Is it really that bad to have one? or to experience love and being loved back? God, I’ve always been waiting.. but you know, I realized that I don’t need to hurry. Maybe, God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. You know guys, I’ve always wanted to finish my life with all my goals granted. My GOALS if you asked? Let me start with my 3rd in the list of Goals for my life. I won’t say it all but I just wanted to let it out.
3. I’ve always wanted to run in a field full of love and passion. I know it sound weird but it’s something I’ve always been longing for. To run, to jump and to breathe to a field with only me and only me. I know it kinda sound selfish but I guess its what my heart tells me.
2. I want to get married in a garden with the beach in the background while the sun is setting/sunset. I want to wear a white long dress with a huge pattern of tulips and the smell of a fragrant essence of the rain. I wish that my Father would be there with me holding my hands and kissing my forehead and my cheeks when I’m ready to hold the man I love dearly and the person I’d be with my whole life, in a sense of forever.
1.I want to go around the world and be an instrument of joy to every kid’s heart through my hardwork of teaching them how life works. I want to teach Arts to poor countries and help them rise above their knees. I wish to help children reach their stars and become who they want to be. I want to build a school for them and let them learn everything that a normal kid would have, every poor and abandoned children are what my heart longs for to reach a hand. I want to hold them tightly while rising them from the dark. I want to let them feel how it is to be happy even though its hard for them to be. If I could only adopt them and be their own mother. I’d cherish them like the heavens would accept their tiny hands.
This wishes are dreams I have and I won’t limit myself from doing it even if everyone I love stop me. I can only live once but living my life is something I should decide on. If something happens to me while I’m on my journey, then so be it. I wouldn’t stop and just reach and fly. I am going to look for heaven in my own, and I want to make heaven a goal for children;s heart as well.
I hope someone reads this and make them feel like it’s never too late to dream the impossible. For it may may come possible if you just believe.
If only someone would read this and give me an answer.
An answer that would answer me from all my questions in this life.
I Love beyond all words in this life we have, I love as what my heart tells me.
Please… ANSWER ME.
-MPLG.