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Posted by on 2014/02/28 under Uncategorized

A LOVE STORY
Hi.
I am sitting in the art building at My College. Alone. Away from other people. I am a senior almost half way through my spring semester.
It is Thursday.
I realized that I have a lot of problems with My college.
Every time I say that I hate My college, I become more alienated. Like it can hear me.
My college punishes you if you don’t like him/it/her/whatever.
What does that make me if I don’t like My college.
Freedom of speech right?
I can say and think what I want.
Why does My college have to make me think and say things in a certain way?
F*** my college.
That’s right.
F***.
My.
College.
The pros of My college are this:
Provides me food, a place to live, something to do, gives me an education, which will get me a job, which will get me money. Gives me “opportunities”. I put that in quotes because I don’t necessarily think that these opportunities are full of worth.
All people do in the world is try and make their life situation better. Sometimes, making one’s life situation becomes a selfish act. An act that can hurt others.
Somali pirates hurt capt. Phillips so they can get money, so they can improve their s***ty life in their corrupt country.
How can we blame them.
America. Killed innocent native tribes people to gain more land. That is selfish. That is murder.
The reason why we have this country is because we kicked out the people who lived here before us.
So we learn from our mistakes right?
My college creates an army.
You have to be good to get accepted into this army.
Once your in it is a dog fight to be the best soldier.
If you pass the trials at my college army camp, you can crush the competition in the real world.
My college breeds us to be more competitive, but what that means is that it breeds us to crush the competition.
So f*** the people that aren’t as good as you.
F*** this college, f*** that college, f*** all those colleges that aren’t as good as us.
Beat them.
It is not just school spirit.
It is a cutthroat competition.
Cutthroat.
Sure we follow the U.S. justice system, which has come a long way. But there are still many injustices in this world
Example.
Walk in to a party and smile at people and say hello. People look away and don’t initiate a conversation with you because they think your weird because you are different.
Social injustice.
They are leaving me to starve.
They are outcasting me.
They are alienating me.
They are inflicting PAIN on me when they could help me.
But if they help me than they will be seen as weird too.
Do you see that problem!!!
We spend an equal amount of ENERGY hurting people when we could as much energy helping them, which in turn would create more benefits (happiness, well-being, increased mood, etc.).
But we are a selfish. Machismo. Dog eat dog culture.
Everyone has to be tough.
So nobody gives anything away to easily.
We are rigid.
We are stone.
We don not budge.
We do not give a f*** about other people.
My college. A community of students and professors where people learn in harmony, fostering great relationships and work together in social, academic and extracurricular environments to promote well-being and learning.
That is what colleges advertise themselves as.
This is what a college is.
People walking past each other on the quad not saying hello to each other but glaring at each other defensively.
People can’t be too nice because that is weak.
That is gay.
That is not manly.
That is not cool.
Well F*** THOSE MOTHERF***ING STANDARDS!!!!!!
I HATE THESE RULES!
All these rules do is cause pain.
If we did not have them than everyone would say hello to everyone.
Everyone would help everyone in need.
Why is there this need to compete???????
WHY DO WE CONSTANTLY HAVE TO PUT ON A SHOW???????
WHY DO WE NEED TO COMPETE WITH EACH OTHER ALL THE TIME??????
Is it animal instincts?
Breeding instincts?
We need to eat right?
In order to eat we need to be strong.
Being strong gets you food.
Getting food grows your sperm. Makes you able to make offspring.
IS that why we compete?
Or is it that we need are addicted to this feeling of winning.
F*** winning.
I just want to be happy.
I would help anyone be happy.
The only way I can get peoples respect/help is by seeming cool.
No one will stoop down and help poor me if I am in trouble.
My ideal world is this.
Some one is in trouble. Everyone helps them.
Everyone helps everyone be as happy as they can.
Do you see how great that would be!!!!!??????
There would be no problems!!!!!!
But that cant f***ing happen!!!!
Why?
The f***ing ego.
EGO. Is the great problem of the human race.
Must be big fish in pond.
Little fish no good.
Every problem we have.
Racism.
Homosexuality.
Hate.
Jealousy.
Would be solved, if everyone helped everyone. If people felt good about making other people happy. And if no one took a selfish step forward unless that decision benefited everyone.
Example.
Here we are in this utopian world were everyone is happy. Everyone helps everyone.
Beautiful woman is lying naked on the grass. Clothes are not needed in this world because nobody cares what anyone looks like. No one feels bad about how they look.
Man comes up to woman and wants to have sex with her.
Another man comes up a few seconds later and also wants to have sex with beautiful woman.
Woman wants to have sex with second man.
There are three wants. That can’t fit together. Before anything happens. A solution must be made in which everyone wins equally.
Beautiful woman knows another woman who is just as beautiful that would want to have sex with the second man. She finds her and asks her if she would have sex with this man and she willingly agrees.
Both partners have sex and are happy.

Second example
Beautiful women is lying on the grass and an ugly man walks up to her and wants to have sex with her.
Beautiful women is not as naturally aroused to this man. But says to ugly man. I will help you find a women that is appeals to you and that would want to have sex with you. They look for a women but cannot find one.
Beautiful woman agrees to have sex with less attractive man but he must do her a favor of equal value. He must help her build her house for a certain amount of days. They both agree it would be 3 days.
The agreement is made.
Everyone wins.
The world will be a constant orgy of everyone pleasing everyone equally. Everyone will be f***ing everyone one.
Social f***ing.
Brain stimulation f***ing by sharing intelligence.
House f***ing. Everyone has shelter and warmth.
Food f***ing. Everyone has enough nutritious food.
But what about the people who provide the food? How will they be repaid?
Farmers will make food as best as they can. They can eat their share of food just for making their food.
If their food rots because of too much rain they still get their food.
If their food dries up because of a drought they still get their food.
If all of the food in the world rots or dries up. It will be partitioned equally amongst those who are in existence.
Suffering will be spread perfectly equally.
If someone would like to sacrifice themselves as food than they can do so.
A possibility of this occurring could happen as the world can be thrown into horrendous environmental conditions.

Think of the Siberian flood basalts erupting, releasing terrible acid rain into the air, Co2 killing off the animals in the oceans.
But. With modern technology. Shelter from these elements could be provided for everyone.
Who wants to die?
People naturally want to live?
A rule must be enacted. Where you cannot save your life and thereby causing the death of another person.
There will be no hate.
No winning.
No losing.
Just everyone being happy.

If you want to do something good you can do it.
There will be no awards for it.
Just people enjoying what you made.
No compliments.
Just enjoying your creation like a drug.
Everyone iota of happiness that is felt in your body will be enjoyed, not commented on, not classified, not bragged about, not boasted about. Just felt into oblivion.
Everyone will reach a nirvana.
There will be no bad feelings.
Everyone will be so happy.
There will be no problems.
I love all of you.
I want to love all of you.
Let me in.
Let me love you.
Don’t be afraid of my love.
Don’t be afraid of what others think of my love.
If someone hugs you it is nice isn’t it?
But when someone hugs you in public you retract because you are afraid of what other people think.
If someone hugs you and you are alone in a room. You retract because you don’t want to feel like you are a baby, or weak, or create unwanted sexual tensions, or make the other person feel weird.
F*** that.
When you are a baby, you no nothing of reputation.
You don’t know about what is bad and what is good.
If someone hugs you and you are a baby, it feels good, and you want that hug. You want that hug to last forever.
We still have that want. Even if we are 15, 21, 56 years old. Hold onto that hug.
Everyone wants that hug.
Let me hug you.
Let others hug you.
Hug others.
Let us all hug each other.
DO NOT EVER TELL ME YOU DON’T LIKE BEING HUGGED.
THIS IS NOT F***ING FUNNY.
DO NOT MAKE A JOKE OF THIS.
THIS IS MY SERIOUS ARGUMENT.
PEOPLE LOVE TO FEEL GOOD BUT TURN IT DOWN ALL THE MOTHERF***ING TIME BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID OF WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WILL THINK OF THEM.
If everyone wants love. If everyone gives love. Everyone will be loved. This is flawless.
This is an airtight ball of clay. That is what humans can be. A ball of clay. No limbs. No different colors. No king/queen. No loser. Everyone is equally happy. We have to technology and resources for everyone on earth to be happy. But we choose to let people suffer.

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