Posted by retardgirl on 2013/09/09 under Uncategorized Dear world,
Im sorry North Korea exists. Im sorry Putin abused his power. Im sorry George Orwell cant rule the world. Im sorry theres no preventing the cruelty of nature. Im sorry the very ad above the box im typing in advertising asianmatchonline.com is really a way to sell prostitutes. Im sorry Mexico is in disarray and the cartel is killing innocent people. Im sorry that starving little boys feel the only way to survive is to put the crack into the hands of another victim. Im sorry the system is unjust. Im sorry that cameras exist and that as we type there are people from undisclosed whereabouts reading in attempt to maintain their sense of control. Im sorry that in Syria two religions that are solely about peace are murdering eachother for a greater good they are both void of. Im sorry God, Allah,Sheebah, and the Dharma are all still far from the truth to the purpose of life. Im sorry that populations are ignorant. Im sorry Africa is infected with aids and always has to suffer its droughts. Im sorry there was a tsunami in Japan and millions are either gone or living in awful refugee camps. Im sorry Obama is a piece of s***. Im sorry about America attacking Iraq for no real reason. Im sorry that poverty stricken families have to send their kids to war to put them through college and get food on the table. Im sorry so many marriages are for financial convenience and not true love. Im sorry prescription drugs are a way to make money and are more than often just taking advantage of people. Im sorry so many people find themselves at one point or another, stranded in the middle of a concrete wasteland void of a point, alone and afraid. Im sorry that theres a gender imbalance in China and many men die never knowing what it was like to love. Im sorry once again that there are so so so many women and girls forced into prostitution against their will. Im sorry love is often conditional. Im sorry our planet is overpopulated and our food quality has turned many people “unlovably” obese. Im sorry there is no such thing as a perfect home life or family life. I am sorry so many people are left with broken pieces and are left looking for a last resort to toss their futile anger. Im sorry that this is all my fault because all i want to do is try to accept this and make my own life acceptable enough that i can somehow be capable of pumping happy neurons throughout my body so i can atleast find a reason to open my f***ing mouth and talk again. Im sorry. I truly f***ing am. If i could fix even a little fraction of it, trust me i would. I would crucify myself like jesus. But i cant, and im sorry that im smart enough to know that nothing i ever do will change that, Im sorry. Believe me, i am sorry. I am SORRY. Youve squeezed every last tear out of me so i dont know what more you want world. tell me. please. I will fulfill that request to the best of my little teenage girl ability, trust me. IM SORRY.