Posted by retardgirl on 2013/09/09 under Uncategorized I just want to write, all day everyday occupy myself by saying what i think since no one cares to listen. I will probably make 100 more posts before the night ends, just to wake up and make 50 more. Im really nervous. This weekend is my very first concert. Im seeing Alice in Chains, the band that inspired me to learn guitar. The very first song i learned on guitar was “Down in a Hole” that beginning riff, ughgghgh love it. Anyways im going alone, and im scared of three things. #1. I wont be able to find my seat. Ive never been to the stadium before and.. what if i get lost? HOLY S*** i will be so scared. Its going to be filled with a lot of old people because all thebands playing are old. Im just nervous. #2. Im gonna talk to myself. I mumble alot and everything that i would be saying if there were someone next to me, i just say to myself under my breath. So im just picturing myself looking around a bunch of empty seats talking to myself all nervous and weird. #3. That im going to get there and they arent going to let me in because the concert isnt all ages and i just wasted 100 bucks on tickets. My dad will murder me. I also want to know whats acceptable at a concert? I feel like im gonna have the urge to rip my shirt off because, i just love Alice in chains and it feels so good to rip off a shirt, but then i remember im 15 and really have no boobs so, is that illegal? haha. i dont know im excited though. wiwucwywhycbuqhy yeah.