Posted by retardgirl on 2013/09/09 under Uncategorized I can blow this website up with a million synonymous posts of helpless romanticism and loneliness in a domesticated boring world but i never come any closer to satisfaction. A comment wont cure anything. I want the impossible. I want someone to look in my brain and say , yes – thats the one , and then run all the way down here to my front door to come and get me.I know that all i need is another person who isnt a shell. Whos conversations arent a scratch of the surface. I get it, nice caring and loving, typical traits anyone can manufacture at the blink of an eye. I could care less about those and someone high enough to easily settle for any random girl that carries them (all of them) can knock themselves out and have a jolly time. Im not interested in a guy who sees that in a person and wants them. Who wants to baby a dumb happy girl. thats not f***ing me. Im talking about a guy whos depth is leveled out with their everyday mind. They dont need to think hard or even apply any effort to have a “deep” conversation because their mind is already paved that way, like mine. I just want some rawness, and not smarts- intelligence. I could care less if you know 2+2, but do you know why people crawl for a religion? Do you see the patterns and predictability of everyday modern people who never stop to question why, they are just too damn ignorant to care? Thats what i want in a man, or guy or kid or whatever. Whoever can provide that is worth my time. Not whatever guy say, that girl looks nice caring loving and truthful. get it? That s*** is called surface value. its useless. Now- if there is a guy who reads this and goes, damn. I DO get it, and they have the balls and effort to surprise me, then i would feel … crazy. crazy in love. But so far not one single person has even come REMOTELY close to that criteria at all, and THAT is why im alone. f***.
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Hello retardgirl,
i am glad u found the time to reply to me.
Let me give u some info about me, i have been on this website every hour for a very long time now. here is one of my posts: http://www.somewheretowrite.com/life/11980
after reading that, i doubt anyone would want to be my friend. I have gone by countless names on this website including this one, a friend, J, old person, me, your lucky guy and many more. and i am pretty young, u would be surprised by my age.
I understand what you are saying and i agree all of these countless posts are pretty much useless and really similar and all the comments made pretty much of no significance. I am exactly the guy you are looking for.
i think about this all the time, Why do people believe in religion? Simply put, because people are afraid of the unknown and they need something, some motivation to keep going in life. For example, if you are immensely depressed and want to end your life, then what keeps you from killing yourself? It’s the hope that stops you from killing yourself, the hope that something good will happen, and that your life wil be better soon, They put the hope in God and religion because they need something to believe in. People would rather be falsely assured that everything is going to be alright rather than face the consequences of their actions. I could go on and on about God and fate and destiny, but i will stop there.
I hate all these ignorant fools out here that just follow the norm and do everything like robots without ever questioning why? Why do we need to earn money? Why do we need to do anything if we are all going to die anyways? Why?
And what i hate the most is how people think being “cool”, partying, swag, yolo, and all that other s*** is the new norm, because if people continue like that, then humanity is going to be dead pretty soon.
And about religion, here is my personal favorite
“Religion is a fight about who has the better imaginary friend.”