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Posted by on 2013/09/09 under Uncategorized

football day for every guy in my house. That means im alone again. Im always alone . always. why? because im a girl in a mans world. Hannah Montana had just her dad and her brother, but she hung out with that blonde girl… Olive i think? EVERY SINGLE DAY. Friends offer escape. Boyfriends offer escape. Im not hard to look at, im just a skinny bone jones. So i dont get why no one wants to even acknowledge my existence. I can offer more than that shallow mexican girl with big boobs a fat stomach fried up hair and caked on makeup, not to mention spider eyelashes. So why am i still alone. I can console you better than a message on facebook or 5 minutes of pretending to listen and a blowjob, so why am i still alone? I can look you in the eye and not in the face, so why am i still alone? I can overlook your highwater jeans, dirty shoes and face full of pimples, so why am i still alone? Why is it always the same pursuit of the same girl whos already dated every guy who exists? Im not even in school anymore and im still not exempt from the same questions because i know damn well you can see me from the city bus, sitting on the ground outside of vonns waiting to be picked up from MY school, the learning center in the mall with the nordsrtoms rack, so why can you look past me so easy, when i can offer you so much more. Yet you still go home and probably write a fake ass status on whatever stupid social media page your using about how you wish you could find a real woman who wont “break your heart” or some other stupid overplayed bulls***, because your stupid and so f***ing immature. Why cant you guys just grow the f*** up and look down. lower, lower , lower. Im right here. And im not gonna be here much longer if i keep getting ignored. You have the balls to play with a b****, why dont you have the balls to interact with someone smart. Let me convert you to my way of thinking so you could see how dumb you are and how alone your oblivion is making me. Maybe san diego just isnt the right place for me. Maybe you guys are just too naive

2 thoughts on “bland

  1. An old friend says:

    i am a guy and i only look for girls that are nice, caring, loving and not liars, I am not the type of guy that goes after fake ass big tits, i just go for the nice ones, specially if they are smart, it’s a big plus. So keep looking, there are definetely guys that would love you 🙂 You will meet someone soon, and then you will know that they were the reason it never worked out with anyone else. Good luck 🙂

    1. retardgirl says:

      I can blow this website up with a million synonymous posts of helpless romanticism and loneliness in a domesticated boring world but i never come any closer to satisfaction. A comment wont cure anything. I want the impossible. I want someone to look in my brain and say , yes – thats the one , and then run all the way down here to my front door to come and get me.I know that all i need is another person who isnt a shell. Whos conversations arent a scratch of the surface. I get it, nice caring and loving, typical traits anyone can manufacture at the blink of an eye. I could care less about those and someone high enough to easily settle for any random girl that carries them (all of them) can knock themselves out and have a jolly time. Im not interested in a guy who sees that in a person and wants them. Who wants to baby a dumb happy girl. thats not f***ing me. Im talking about a guy whos depth is leveled out with their everyday mind. They dont need to think hard or even apply any effort to have a “deep” conversation because their mind is already paved that way, like mine. I just want some rawness, and not smarts- intelligence. I could care less if you know 2+2, but do you know why people crawl for a religion? Do you see the patterns and predictability of everyday modern people who never stop to question why, they are just too damn ignorant to care? Thats what i want in a man, or guy or kid or whatever. Whoever can provide that is worth my time. Not whatever guy say, that girl looks nice caring loving and truthful. get it? That s*** is called surface value. its useless. I know this is an entire post and it looks stupid but the way you make it seem so simple and easy almost pisses me off. thanks for the good luck though.

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