Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/26 under Uncategorized I never understood how come she will never accept the fact that I love her so much, that I want to be around her all the time. I mean that’s a good thing right. That someone loves you that much, and enough. I feel like I’m putting forth effort and she isn’t. It seems that she rather be with her friends then with me. People say “we need time to miss each other” but why would you need time from someone you truly love, or to reconnect the feelings you used to have. I mean you don’t tell GOD, oh God i need some time away from you, so I’m going to hang with the devil. Oh Okay I thought so. SO why do people say you need time, or space. No matter what you say that will never be a nice thing to say to someone that loves you. That “space and time saying” is a bunch of bull crap, its just basically saying I’m getting tired of, and I don’t want to look at the person, or be around the person, I CLAIM ” I LOVE”. We been together for 4 1/2 years. Since I was in high school. Yes we broken up a few of couple times. But we always end up right back together and haven’t broken up within 2 years. I’m 20 about to be 21 in 2 months. She is 21 and will be 22 in December. Oh and I am a female also. Anyway. i’m like really hurt about this. I try talking to her about it, and she gets mad, and furious and acts really mean. Then I even tried to show the movie “knocked up” where Leslie Mann found out her husband was playing fantasy baseball, instead of working. and showed her the conversation they had. I showed her also, at almost the end, where her husband was realizing(while at the hotel) that she didn’t want for much, and she really loved him a lot. I guess this will never play out like the movie, much. Maybe I’m just not the type of woman she always wants to be around. Or maybe she just doesn’t love me the same way I do her. Hopefully someone reads this. Maybe can even help me understand. But owell. Life it sucks.