I am 23 years old, and I have never made love. Yes, I have had sex. But I find the two different. Making love involves feelings, slow and intimate. And sex… happens when you are drunk at college. I am sad that I lost my virginity with some weird guy that I had never talked to prior to the night. But now, I just want to find someone who loves me so that we can make love. Someone that I want to be so close to. I just don’t trust very many guys at my college because all they want is one night stands and never a committed relationship. Chances are, I will wake up and the guy will be gone and that does hurt deep down.