Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/21 under Uncategorized donta just pop on my mind b**** probely f***ed all week or got sucked once or twice since the week started now it’s the weekend and he has no job extra time to f*** stay your f***ing sucking ass away from me and don’t talk to me on the phone see donta now I see what you are talking about when I keep calling you and I have no way to get to you but you still a b**** because you drive for now you have transpotation or money to get a ride you can come to me easy a****** but yeah I guess that would kinda say you like me forreal and you scared to show that with your family in all friends to some of them I can’t lie and say my looks the way I look don’t matter to me because when you see me I want you to see a hard working female someone you can talk to that will try and help if you have a problem then I want them to see a very intelligent person plus careing patrol girl trying to make and help others to make it as well I don’t know if I am a responsabile person but I try but I don’t know if I am succeeding plus I just want you to see success that how I fill I look so America is stuck on this thing he or she look good I don’t know if I look good or not but if you see all of me like I do then I am good and about my weight wow fat dang came a long way though but dang fat I need all of you but don’t take avanage of me or keep hurting me can’t you be nice to me treat me like when it’s your turn how you want to be and need to be treated yeah money I see how you are being towards me it’s cool but it shows selfishness parshowataly you want to fill I have errand you when I errand more but you only give me a very small percentage of what is due in my package the mice in here are scaring me a lot like I don’t want the dog to kill them but they keep running here and their making noise leaving poop every where getting caught on the mouse trapps I have to clean up behide every body I clean up after my self and if I couldn’t I would still try but they all take avantetage of me and if I spelt it wrong I have the right definition but can I have some me fun times were I can do as I fill with out being fussed at or talked about in a negative way and can I have a lot more of my money that I worked for or is mine because of my work that no one seems to notice it is another day people atleast it is a different time then yesterday so we alive right now even if you sleep the world is here so sleep good and when you get up and get your day started have the best f***ing holes good day all day long and I will try to make my day good it’s Friday the day when the people that drink drink unless you drink every day then it’s still Friday the day when the weekend starts I don’t know what this day holds for me but yeah don’t expect nothing nobody no food nothing yeah another weekend yeah but no cause my weekends are the same home cleaning up after every body trying to smoke in peace listen to the music and seeing how the songs and videos make me fill dance or what but yeah Friday December the 21st.of twenty twelve yeah I don’t know how it fills out side yet can’t run my toes are sore plus I am tired of running all the time but yet every time I run I fill good but yeah my toes are hurt right now but yeah no sex tonight again no phone calls again may be I will see my naked friends tonight and beable to talk to them as long as I want plus smoke and drink and no sex I reather eat f***ing meat then play with my pussy and I am talking about spoild meat I not to long ago found out that some times I need to bust so bad that it makes my legs hurt blower but yeah legs hurting like s*** and yet people still needing me to clean up after them and no sex for me if when I make my own self bust and that helps my legs but I can’t go inside of me and even if I could I can’t cum in me shoot sperm up in my hole yeah today is another day of twenty twelve if I ever get some sex again I might pop bust expload die and that would be cheated again yeah I don’t have to worrie about being cheated any more but dang can I have more sex until I had enough one night is not going to do it it’s been tooo long plus all those stupid self made cums that tempered the moment wow people can tell you that you have a desese that don’t mean you do they can say all they want GOD made me and he new that deseses were here and he put protection in us for that you have to make the choice on if you going to let them hold you back or if you do I understand and I believe GOD would understand to yeah sometimes you are held back and there is nothing you can do about it just try and work with it you know if I could go to a school and go to class with out knowning what my grades are and just getting a education and learning all types of things and hearing and seeing all different types of people wow school is were I would be faithfully there all day and the freaking books and the globes the blackboards and erases and chalk aha school yeah but I will need some sex cause I don’t want to be doing home work and sex filling pop up like now I would not go to school any more cause my home work would be either unfinished or done wrong please I need some sex I got to get over this how when I fill sex every second and there is nothing I can do that helps me like and man can plus I like it when we are f***ing and we start sweating or a shower f***ing would be good outside somewhere in the rain in a comfortable vecheil car a airplane yes high up in the sky looking at all sky showing that sex happens everywhere even in the sky just not with me I get no sex I use to not a lot but some sometimes a lot in one night but now nothing not a kiss or nothing not a pinch on the butt or nothing not a hay girl come here wow if GOD and all his helper like put the end of this year and next year dedicated to helping me keep everybody alive and help me f*** until I say no more and all the things we talked about yeah like wow I don’t know how I would fill or think I don’t know but I did see fire works one day when I was kissing Rodney uh I don’t like to think about that cause Rodney is better off with out me cause I would not want him to fill guilty for using me and liking other females and f***ing them behind my back plus I will love him from afar and be cool with that plus vera I like vera and her family and I know I hurt her I did not want or mean to hurt her but I have liked Rodney for a long time even before she met him thanks to me but yeah out of a lot of females I liked vera we use to talk a lot but she also was with some females when the stab me in my back plus she did a little stabbing her self but I did not ever stop liking her yeah I think every female I new did it to the person I was f***ing behind my back I can think of maybe one who has not done that to me Nicole Kelly she has been there for awhile she helped me when I use to cry I a male did not want me she was there was tyrone got killed she help me I remembered when I needed some more money to get my hair done she stole from her dad and helped me but she new that Rhonda wanted to f*** deon while I was f***ing him and she did not tell me until Rhonda pissed her off and then it was to late Rhonda f***ed deon in my house while I was in the room on the phone and cause they couldn’t do it like they wanted too because I was in the other room and can walk out and catch them they made a plan for the next day he is coming to pick her up at my house to go f*** again without me knowing they could have told me they wanted to f*** each other and may be I could have f***ed b or just went on my way but yeah he spent all night f***ing her then came to my house to pick her clothes up with her in the car but I did not see her nowhere yeah but yeah Nicole knew that she wanted all that and talked to me every day and did not say a word I would not had done that to her yeah females males they all mistreat me and don’t think twice about it like rastar karl or carl yeah out Normandy we was good then he carried me for he wanted to f*** shannell and I asked him and he said no then when we all together he tried to carry me and I new it was cause of her cause he never act like that before and bootsey he took me to his girlfriends house and that biew me cause I already knew he had a girlfriend and should not have f***ed him cause he has a relationship with someone else don’t do that to me yeah but I have had some males in my life and I liked all of them would not have willing cheated on none of them but they can’t say the same unwilling or not yeah that’s dudes I don’t want to be in nobody way of getting their love on I just would like to get my f***ing on but until then music keep me busy television entertain me mind work with me smoking and drinking come to me and be nice to me I am a beginner play with me until male comes