Engaged, But In Love With Another Man
I am engaged to a man that my entire family adores. He as a lot of money, and a great job. He is nice, but never appreciates the things I do. About two months ago, I met another man who was new at the office. He is amazing. He calls me beautiful, and treats me [..more..]
exponential spin the bottle
so i had an idea of a variation of spin the bottle. instead of the regular spin and kiss thing each round you multiply the time period in which you kiss by 2. you would start with a base time say 1 second next round it would be a 2 second kiss then 4 than [..more..]
Stuck
How do i get over it? It’s my fault i’ve ended up here.. I hate mistakes, why can’t you just go back in time. Instead you have to go through crap everyday! I regret so much, and i just really wish i could change it..!
bummed out
What would i say? Even if i could figure out whatsoever bothering me who would listen. everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. getting jobs. buying houses. going travelling. but i can hardly seem to find the motivation to get out of bed. life just isnt fun anymore. it used to be. but [..more..]
i need to figure myself out…
I have to stop overthinking everything….and making sure everything is perfect. More than anything else, I want to stop talking to people in general statements. I can’t help it, I need time, and I want to do the things I like. I need to figure what I like and stop emulating others.
i wish
i wish there was someone to help me. someone who would take the time to heal me, fix me. i have feel empty and hallow. i wish i could change and some days i try and some days i sit down and give up.i am having religous problems but who do i go to talk [..more..]
Exhausted
I’m getting to that point again. Everyone is right in telling me it’s pointless. That it’s hopeless. I have a lot of things to say to you, but no energy to do it. You don’t seem to care half of the time, and I never know which half it is. I barely have enough energy [..more..]
Do I say I love you?
I am talking to this guy. We are not dating he knows how I feel and I know kinda how he feels. Every time I get off the phone with him I want to say I love you but I am scared to. What should I do? Should I say I love you or wait [..more..]
Why me?
I sit here thinking why me. Yes everyone thinks its always them but I know that it is me. I run from love every time. I love to love but scared to at the same time. I have ran from love ever since I first fell in love and now I need to stop because [..more..]
feeling scared and alone….
I am 21 years old have been diagnosed with skin cancer for the second time, i have been avoiding the doctor because i knew, i am stage 3 and i just feel like i will never be normal its always something, 3 years ago i had to get kidney surgery because i have bad kidneys. [..more..]