Closed totally shut
i’m a closed person, totally shut, very hard exterior. I do not want to talk.. a lot, tell anything to anyone about myself or my family. I do not trust anyone. I do not make friends. All result of years and years of being ignored by everyone, still trying to reach out to people make [..more..]
In Her Shadow
My best friend is like Barbie. She is beyond stunning and has a million guys running after her. And sometimes I wonder why she is even friends with me. Shouldn’t she be with all the rest of the rest of her kind? I constantly get compared to her too. My family likes her just as [..more..]
EVEYTHING sucks
Life sucks. Family sucks. People suck. Christmas sucks. I would LOVE to put someone in jail with one of those plastic kid shovels and lock them up until they dig out. And if they tried to complain, I’d say “shut up and dig, b****!” I’m a terrible person, but strangely enough, I couldn’t care less.
could use some advice
So theres this girl that i work with, very very pretty girl, she had been kicked out of her house and was sleeping in her car, Now trying to be a good person, i offered her a place to stay, got the air mattress from my parents house set it up in my room and [..more..]
i like you but i dont like you
i think i kinda like my guy friend but i hate how he has 2 sides to him. when we talk outside of class he’s sweet hes kinda flirty (at least i think he’s flirting) but when we’re in person in class its like he’s someone else he can be a really butt munch an [..more..]
What…?
I don’t get it. I really just don’t get it. What is WRONG with her? My cousin posted a status on facebook. It reads that she wants to die and everyone hates her. Instantly, every one come to her aid. “Don’t say that, you are a great person.” “Why would you even think that.” “How [..more..]
People who hurt you
It’s really sad, that no matter how much a person hurts you, and no matter how many times you tell yourself you don’t care, you will still get hurt everytime.. I will still let myself believe i don’t care, truth or not… Anyone who can hurt me that much isn’t even worth it..
Do i love her?
Is she worth all the sacrifice, all the problems, all the sleepless nights, i mean i already tried to forget about her, but yet i..i still feel something right, or am i forcing it upon myself, because i let her go and am afraid to be alone, but that doesn’t make sense, because i am [..more..]
One person two lives
I’ve always been the person that everyone go to fppr advice. i’ve always been the mature one, the one with wisdom, down to earth and everything. But i just feel there are two sides to me. The one side is the person i described above and the next side is this dark depressing, not good [..more..]
I feel like hell
This is the worst day ever, I feel awful!!!!! I feel angry and sad because a person did something to me, and i feel bad for that person for being angry … It’s stupid!!