God
Now i lay me down to sleep,promise the lord the side i keep.my angels guide me thruout the night,and wake me up in the morning light :)Dear god thank you for everything and my family.AMEN
god lifes a b****
its always me that get in trouble its always me that tags along with couples on there dates i am always b****ed about i am always the one that’s just there if they need help cause i always help them but nobody ever sees inside me even if its hard to or not i am [..more..]
Ending it all
God, my life has completely lost control. Everyone is constantly on my back. Everyone practically hates me, and I have no one to turn to, I had a thought tonight of just ending it all, no one would probably even notice me being gone”
Just a Dream
As a little girl, I never had a father in my life. Being a child, I never thought much of it. It seemed I thought he would someday show up, and be like all the other girls daddies. More and more as I grew up, I started to realize, maybe he never will show up. [..more..]
confusing love
why i am so confused, i don’t understand or i don’t want to understand that you are with him and not me. i always saw feelings for me in your eyes or it was just hallucinations of mine. Don’t know that. But one thing i know for sure that i like you very much and [..more..]
God has a plan
A year ago … Before i moved here . I knew that this man would be an important part of my life . I knew in some way he would change my life. I was afraid and I was always aware that things wouldnt work out the way I wanted to. But i came here [..more..]
confused
why can I text you or call you everytime I think about you? its been almost a year I havnt talked to you and its supper depressig i swear. We go to the same school but we dont see eachother at all and it really sucks. What is it about me that you dont like [..more..]
Is it me or her? or both? god dam feeling!
So this is the first time ever doing something like this so ill give her a go. So I guess ill start from the beginning, so two years ago I was at this dance hanging with my friends being trouble maker, when is girl I’ve never met before come out of no where and starts [..more..]
SICK OF EVERYTHING
I’m just writing cuz i just want to write i wanna talk to anyone about anything s***ty thing i dont give a damn about what, just anything, even if its silly. I wish someone love me so effen much, i would for sure love him back as hell.. GOD im tiredd
Spare me from your songs of love
There are people who can’t wait to fall in love; those who are afraid to fall in love. Me? I just don’t want to fall in love. And yet because I want companionship, I meet people and everytime there is that possibility of something more, I think to myself “Oh dear God, is he expecting [..more..]