Afraid
I am just scared of everything now and I always feel like something bad is going to happen to me I have the worst luck ever. I cannot just be happy because I worry about the stuff thats coming next
always confused
i tend to clear my head best and think most logically when I write everything out and leave my feelings in teh words. I can’t talk to anyone except kristen and with her there’s nothing left to say, we’ve been through everything. I cannot talk to my mom she will judge him and I know [..more..]
I like that
You’re weird but I like that. You dance at random moments and that makes me laugh. You smile at me when I look at you and that makes me happy. You look at me like you know what I’m thinking. You don’t make me talk and are comfortable with silences. I like our silences because [..more..]
Everything I’ve Wanted.
If you have seen my last post- STW9999 title name is broken. You’ll understand this.. So this boy, my love… everyday, I see him and his new girlfriend every day, it seems like almost everywhere I walk at school I see them and I get even more heartbroken. Never in a million years did I [..more..]
Humiliation
I hate everything!!! How could this happen!!!!! it’s not fair!! I’ve never felt this humiliated ! I just feel like dying everything is crap ! Why, does one bad thing after the other happen to me !!!!!
Friends moving on
I used to have this really close knit group of girls as my friends. We would always have sleepovers, tell eachtother everything, and gossip at lunch. That is, until G moved in. She was the prettiest girl I had ever seen and all the boys loved her. And she became friends with my group quickly. [..more..]
If You stumble uppon this
A doubt maybe crossed your mind..that everything is a lie.It’s not.It’s all true(and much more that i wish you know).Fear and unspoken truth… Fear of disappointing you(more then i already did),hurting you(and others you care)and fully losing you..You deserve better.More..i know.I just want you to be happy.It seems like all i do is the opposite.. [..more..]
This suck
I can’t take it anymore. It’s so anoying. Why do my friend see only bad things that I do to them? Why can’t they see how much I try for them. Why? My friend see’s only when I can’t come some where too meet her. She see’s only how I mess up everything. Why doesn’t [..more..]
I Forgot Who I Am
I feel like there is this… demon living inside me or something. One second I am fine, and then the next, I am drowning in my own misery. It is very hard to watch myself go like this. Whenever I walk through the school doors, I become this fake girl. Nothing like I actually am [..more..]
Anonymous love
Everything bad happens to me no matter what it would be friends , school , relationships but most of all family & i know your suppose to love your family but i just don’t i just don’t feel actually “love” for them . They never acted like my family they acted more like they were [..more..]