How embarrasing
I hate my Spanish class. So I got a really good score on my last test. Now my teacher thinks I can speak Spanish well and asks me questions. The thing is I am horrible at Spanish. I’m just good at recognition tests. So during every class I look like a fool incapable of answering [..more..]
Exhausted
I’m getting to that point again. Everyone is right in telling me it’s pointless. That it’s hopeless. I have a lot of things to say to you, but no energy to do it. You don’t seem to care half of the time, and I never know which half it is. I barely have enough energy [..more..]
Marriage and Love. What?
Please take note that these thoughts are religious and extremely unorthodox and radical. Some people might think I’m insane. Personally I find it extremely difficult to restrain myself when I hear of adultery, the worst kind of betrayal. I think hateful thoughts and get very angry and wonder if there’s any reason at all to [..more..]
Teenage :[
I feel like i cant take it anymore. Everyone is on me about everything. I just want to get help. I cant take most of my friends, Ive lost my bestfriend. My mum dosent want to talk about my depression with me. I feel lost and confused. I dont know where to turn. My heart [..more..]
I have a feeling my life will end soon
Everyone gets a feeling sooner or later. Some, earlier than others, some after they’ve passed. But me, I’m 14 years old, and I feel like death is living with me, just waiting for me. Every night, I feel if someone is whispering in my ear. “Come along, Melissa, your time is running out…..Tick tock goes [..more..]
I Don’t Really Know
To tell the truth i’m just typing right now not really knowing what to type…But not everyone knows everything…Like i don’t know what to put this under…Or what to type…So i’m just going to say i don’t know what i’m typing or saying but what i do know is that nobody really knows…Except for you [..more..]
You are you!
Be yourself, Do you know why? Cuz you are you, So don’t be shy. Be yourself, Don’t be shaken, ‘Cuz everyone else is already taken!
EASIER SAID THAN DONE
everyone keeps saying its gonna be okay…they dont know how it feels…
Ending it all
God, my life has completely lost control. Everyone is constantly on my back. Everyone practically hates me, and I have no one to turn to, I had a thought tonight of just ending it all, no one would probably even notice me being gone”
feeling lonely
suddenly i am feeling as if everyone is avoiding me.. i m started feeling lonely .. i have not even chatted with my best frnd for a long time.. i feel as if she is also avoiding me..