f*** this
i count on a daily basis. apparently its suppose to help with anger problems which is something i get from my dad although he means nothing to me. easy to write yet hard to tell others why. my mom shes heading that way too but yet for some reason things turn around because i have [..more..]
Myself
I cant take being bipolar anymore people get me mad just to see what happens and now i got kicked out of school cause i cut the freaking kid my mom is still doing drugs and i never see my dad i pretty much have only 3 friends life really hates me doesn’t it….
That Perfect Moment Of Zen
I haven’t felt happiness in a long time…and I will admit that I miss the feeling. Ever since I was diagnosed with both severe depression and an EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specialized)life has been harder and more complicated than it has been in the past. This isn’t going to turn into a long ramble [..more..]
how you feel
In 2008 I felt sad in 2012 I felt sadder in just 4 years I felt that my life is going over people don’t know how I fell they just care what they feel they talk and talk about how they felt when they passed away but when you say something they judge you what [..more..]
asdfg
My dad splashed me with water, and the water hit my computer. I said “You got my computer wet!!!!” to which he replied, “Just wipe it off, welcome to being a teenage boy.” ….. Lol.
just something… ?
i always thought when i grow up i can get an apt live on my own and have a job im proud of. do stuff with friends and have a loveable girlfriend that i can brag about to everyone i know and the people i dont know. but as i grew up it never went [..more..]
All Alone
I watched my dad fall to the floor and die at the age of 6 I moved away to another country at 9 loosing all of my friends. I was bullied and made fun of for 3 years. I was hurt to the point were I couldn’t trust anyone not even my own mother. I [..more..]
just a random
well it’s the week before the finals ,, and my mom is pushing me like hell.. she keeps telling me to study every minute ughh , but anywho .. az have been flirting with me but i kept rejecting the flirts .. is that mean?? i don’t wanna be a slut .. i mean if [..more..]
What Even Is Life?
I have so many questions unanswered. Why am I here? What is my purpose? I do not know what I want to be when I grow up. I do not know about anything at this point. My dad gets mad at me because he says I do not care about my future. But I want [..more..]
So Now a Days
I have been dealing with so much at home lately. I live with my dad, step mom, step brother, step sister, and her boyfriend all in one tiny house. It is getting to the point where we are all getting at each other’s throats and I can’t even stand it anymore. My sister is the [..more..]