10-05-12(13:44:20)
I’m at the very end of University life with only 1 exam standing in the way of me either passing or failing. The class confused me the entire semester and I really don’t think i’ll be able to pass:/ The class involves mathematical statistics, therefore I suck at it:/ Don’t know what i’ll do if [..more..]
29-04-12(2:53:45)
So Graduation is in three weeks. In three weeks we will be done with High School forever. Am I scared? HELL yeah. Am I glad? HELL yeah. Am I going to miss people? HELL yeah. I’m going to miss those drama days, when I used slap Gavin on the back. I’m going to miss hiding [..more..]
16-02-12(0:15:29)
So one of my goals of the new year was to get a boyfriend. Yesterday, Valentines Day, that goal was accomplished. Everything happen so quickly. We’ve texted a few times and never’ve gotten to hang out outside of school. I sent an anonymous flower to his class yesterday and eventually he figured out it was [..more..]
29-01-12(2:07:31)
My mom went through my room. No, she didn’t do it to make sure I wasen’t doing drugs or anything like that, she just goes through my drawers and throws out anything that she thinks is trash. I lost thirteen perfect drawings, two pages of math notes, my favorite rock that was smooth to the [..more..]
10-01-12(23:45:49)
why do people hate goths we love music.we breath,have ears,and tow eyes isnt that being human.just cause we weare black does not mean anything just like to stand out and be our selves whats wrong with that.a friend of mine asked me and class and i said i dont know. i guess they dont like [..more..]
17-12-11(15:09:00)
I feel utterly lost. I have a hard time separating reality from my daydreams. I’m starting to get feelings for a girl inmy class. She is sucha great person and sometimes it acually feels like she might like me to. But I know i’m just imagnining things because I’m sure that she and another guy [..more..]
19-11-11(12:55:46)
He was my teacher but he moved to the other campus. I didn’t realize that I would miss him until I didn’t have him. He was so kind to me and didn’t laugh at me like everyone in my class. He was so clumsy, always tripping over his own feet. Once I was kneeling on [..more..]
01-11-11(19:42:42)
Damn, i can’t stop thinking about this girl. she’s been on my mind for the past 2.5 years (that’s right years) and i can’t get over her. She doesn’t know, and I’m in a situation where I can’t reach out to her. don’t even know why i’m here or typing it but i’m bored in [..more..]
01-11-11(1:51:47)
I love you, but I can’t make you care. Can’t make you realize what it’s like for some people. You doesn’t know how to deal with any problems outside of math class. You know, a hug when someone’s crying means nothing if you just want to be somewhere else. You never once said ‘It’s okay’ [..more..]
16-07-11(21:16:10)
i think i have depression.i’m not sure but all i know is i dont smile anymore and if someone asks me how i am feeling i just say ok but inside its just nothingness i think…it’s hard to describe. i do stupid things and get my heart broken. i feel sad sometimes like on farthers [..more..]