12-01-12(22:24:26)
Sure i smile, i look like im having a good time but im not, everyday is like torture, For some people it mightr look like an extra day but im just me…nothing more, nothing less, Why cant life get better for me… all it is is depression each and everyday, more and more, over and [..more..]
06-01-12(1:34:01)
There someone out there that really loves me and i dont love him back i love someone who really dosent give a f*** about me…and i dont think he will…i tink i should love cesar….but i cant the only one i love is ivan….lets just see where this takes me :/ i hope
05-01-12(3:04:10)
Everything has gotten so hard for me. Sometimes I cant think. it hurts to wake up in the morning and feel that im alone. i have almost no friends. I love my boyfriend to death but sometimes i dont want to be with him. i have really bad mood swings and i have no idea [..more..]
05-01-12(0:29:28)
Why dose it always hurt…i always try to love but it just never gose right like i want it. Sometimes i feel like am worth not loveing…wish i could have him back…i love him so much but i hate it that i cant be with him….but i will never know why…i feel like i can [..more..]
31-12-11(6:57:34)
cant handle this s*** much longer
26-12-11(0:23:00)
Ugh Im so frustrated! I have no friends! I have moved around a lot! So its no that Im unsocial its just.. Well a lot of people like me as a friend but I really cant stand them! All my “friends” are whores, or girls who think their way better than everyone. You cant trust [..more..]
08-12-11(19:20:25)
I just don’t know why but I hate this girl. Shes always around him or hanging with him. I feel like I’m disappearing from his view and shes getting closer and closer. Why does he take her side? Why does he take everyone else’s side but mine? Why am I the one who’s always wrong [..more..]
07-12-11(20:24:15)
reading my mind , getting the answers faster , am i envious of u ??? each time i reach a state of peace, u destroy it for me , now i cant focus , obsessed i could be, sad may be , unlucky i am …. but still deserve my share of peace
20-11-11(19:17:45)
i am so mad i cant beleve my stupid teacher gave me a C2 4 droping a penney so unfair
06-11-11(3:27:41)
I am so frustrated that I cant get my thoughts straight…I am struggling to keep it together and it is so painful to find myself at such a low point in my life and not able to explain what got me here and why I cant get out of it