enough is enough
honestly i cant do this anymore. its getting to much now, ive tried i really have ive tried to be happy to ignore things but its to much im not happy, and i am not O.K i wont be, i have honestly tried so hard, but i cant do it, im ugly i will never [..more..]
messed up me
i really dont know whats happening to me, i just hate myself. Why do i feel jealous coz two of my best friends are going on a date?? i should be happy for them, and i am. But i am jealous, a bit jealous. I dont want to be. I feel like i will never [..more..]
bummed out
What would i say? Even if i could figure out whatsoever bothering me who would listen. everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. getting jobs. buying houses. going travelling. but i can hardly seem to find the motivation to get out of bed. life just isnt fun anymore. it used to be. but [..more..]
Risk
You got to take risks sometimes.Fear is dreams crusher.And sometimes tho most of the best killer.So many people don’t reach what they are raised for.Try not to be one of those.Fight it.If you cant seek help so you can.And help the rest,or at least the one near,ones you care,to reach it to.Fear is cause of [..more..]
sick and tired
i’m so sick and tired with my family, i love em and all but i cant take it when they embarrasse me i feel like exploding but all i DO is a walk out
one day three autumns
I just read this chinese thought, … i really f***ed up, not letting you near me.Every time you tried, i hid. Everytime i tried to do it, i shut down. Making you feel like i dont care, like i dont listen. I did , and the last time i thought, we have so much in [..more..]
living with Dysthymia
i have dysthymia [chronic depression] and ive been living with it for at least one year now its hard but i cant do anything about it,its something i have to deal with and just because i have dysthymia,im not going to give up on life,no,i will live all my dreams and try my hardest at [..more..]
Perfection
How am i suppose to be perfect, no ones perfect i try to do what was right and gain your trust but you keep making me feel like s*** and i hate how i broke up with my boyfriend and your not satisfied you made me let go of something i wanted badly and im [..more..]
why do friends do that?
my friend tells me that my ex asked her out….all summer he was all i thought about and if she thought i was going to let her take him and not be mad.she was CRAZY!!so she says yes… yesturday they broke up..but i cant help thinking that she was never really my friend since she [..more..]
you said.
you said you loved me before you said you wanted to be with me you said all these things before….but were they true? I guess not because were not together and your back with your ex boyfriend! I cant stand it, why are you doing this to me? I am a true believer in everything [..more..]