Stuck in the middle…
A risk taker, passionate, thrill seeker… Ditsy, Scatty, disorganised, alone…….. struggling. This is who I am. Twenty-two and trying to find myself. I have all these big plans and ideas and I keep trying, but keep getting knocked back. I am inexperienced and I have flaws. But I am willing to learn and grow. It’s [..more..]
drifting away
i feel like i drifted away from my body.once highschool started i started doing things that i shouldnt of..like drinking or getting high. my old friends keep asking why iv changed ut the answer is i dont really know. i just ended up making different friends that do this stuff so i tagged along with [..more..]
help
I’m always so alone in this house. I just tried to throw up everything I ate too. Everything I do is out of control, or I feel as if its out of my control. My parents restrict me from doing anything. They don’t understand me. No one does, well someone did but I let him [..more..]
16-06-12(15:59:33)
I hate my body. I’m not overweight, nor am I too skinny and the proportions of my body are fine with me, instead though, I have permanent and hideous scars that are etched into my body. As a child, my father abused me in every form and now I am left with not only the [..more..]
12-06-12(20:28:55)
Child molesters and sexual abusers (whether using an adult, playing with her feelings) are sick evil people will rot in hell, burn in hell. they will get paralyzed from waist below, better yet full body paralysis. they will get worms inside them. Their organs will fail one by one, viruses will feed on their body. [..more..]
23-05-12(2:32:47)
i think that today was the worst day of my life because every body was mean!
14-05-12(12:30:53)
for god’s sake all you morons. please don’t discriminate skinny bodies. i understand, now the rage is all about being healthy-sized, chubby. and how only healthy big girls are beautiful. ok that’s alright. but have you ever thought about the feelings of skinny girls? how the f*** do we feel when our body size is [..more..]
10-03-12(16:22:59)
My thoughts and feelings are insignificant. I’m just one more unremarkable person in a sea of forgotten faces. I do not particularly wish for fame or fortune, just someone that makes me feel safe. Makes me feel… worth the while. I do not ask for much, but somehow it’s too much to grant someone to [..more..]
07-03-12(23:13:03)
school is hard. not the learning the learning goes by quickly and easily, quite boring, but yet the day just seem infinitely long. i think the reason for tht is the people. there are just some people you want to surround myself with and never want to say goodbye, then there are those who are [..more..]
06-03-12(5:26:56)
I’m ugly. And it’s not just something I put on myself. I’m not the kind of person who just stands in front of the mirror and thinks about their flaws. I don’t spend hours of my day dreaming about having the perfect body and the most beautiful face. No, This is stuff people have told [..more..]