Worthless
I’m just so sick of being treated like I don’t matter. I’m good enough to sleep with but not good enough for a real relationship? It’s a Lonely existence when no one wants you for anything more than sex. Just a hole to be filled I guess.
stupid boys.
theres this boy.. i’ve liked him since the minute i’ve met him. ive tried to get over him. i’ve tried over and over again. i cannot stop loving him. i don’t want to see him with anyone else. ever. expecally in front of me. and now theres this new girl getting hired at our work [..more..]
my life is good?
so right now i suprizingly have a good life… but it seems that everytime something good in my life happend it all comes crashing down and I refuse to lose the love of my life! im not giving up on that boy! ever! no matter what happends… i love him more then anything and idc [..more..]
living with Dysthymia
i have dysthymia [chronic depression] and ive been living with it for at least one year now its hard but i cant do anything about it,its something i have to deal with and just because i have dysthymia,im not going to give up on life,no,i will live all my dreams and try my hardest at [..more..]
Despair.
This feeling always comes around at times like these. I can’t manage to find anything to do, I let myself down. This choking feeling of despair lingers in my head. In my voice. It’s in my throat, I know it. And I know it’s killing me. At this point, I can hardly bring myself to [..more..]
“When we were in love, things were better than they are. Let me back into your arms.”
Everything makes so much sense after the fact. *I need to find my way back to the start.* I just really miss you. I really, really do. I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t want anything to do with you because I deserve more. I deserve better than how you treated me. But you know that. And I [..more..]
Past
My past is haunting me.. It’s not because my past was bad, it was good.. But it’s the people who i was with.. I had some of my best times of my life with them.. And now because of some things happened, i don’t talk to any of them.. Now it’s like that past is [..more..]
everything happens for a reason!
i have had my first love at a very young age..this kid isnt anything special.but he made me feel like i was important and soon i fell in love …i know this because when he stopped txting me i never gave up and for two years i have never given up …he said he loved [..more..]
everything is wrong
I keep hoping for everything to get better, but it doesn’t. When one little things goes right a thousand things go wrong and i just can’t handle it. Everytime there’s a smile on my face, i just know something is gonna go wrong and i fear that all the time. I can’t run away from [..more..]
Feeling lonely
Disclaimer: I’m writing this as thoughts are coming into my head, incoherently. I’m a 26 year old guy living in a foreign country for higher studies, far, far away from my own. I feel really lonely. I’ve never been with a girl, but would someday surely like to be with one. Please don’t judge me. [..more..]