Kiss.
I am like the only one in the school who hasn’t gotten her first kiss yet. I feel so dumb and worthless because I am sixteen and a guy has never even pecked my lips. It’s not like I am shy or anything. I talk to a lot of guys. But I don’t think any [..more..]
just my life
My whole family got into a big fight, and i was the only one who wasn’t invovled. I felt like i had to be the only one to not say anything and keep it together. I had to support everyone and comfort them. But inside i feel like hell. Not because they fought, but because [..more..]
Dear Friend
I fell in love with you and then you make love to me and then you run away and I wonder if there is anything wrong with me. Because why did you leave so fast? Why did you take away my virginity and tell me everything was going to be okay if you just left [..more..]
need to focus
Setting a goal. I need to set a goal. Based on past experience I should set up short term goals and one long term goal. I will be working on that front for the next year. I will be working on that front. To develop my self as a better person. A repsonsible one. Is [..more..]
:/
All I wanna do is go round his house but my mums worried something will happen between us… I mean, it could but I wouldn’t allow anything to happen because I don’t like that sort of stuff. I know where she’s coming from in that I haven’t exacly spoken about this guy in front of [..more..]
What Even Is Life?
I have so many questions unanswered. Why am I here? What is my purpose? I do not know what I want to be when I grow up. I do not know about anything at this point. My dad gets mad at me because he says I do not care about my future. But I want [..more..]
Empty
I don’t really know what to write.. I kinda just feel like i have so much inside of me that i want to let out, but yet i don’t have anything to say..
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I have idea of what i could.What i hink it could be ideal..but it takes time,and luck.And if it would turn out how i wish it maybe could..If it all somehow aligns..I wouldnt need anything more..But i still dont kniw how to get it there.Its just a idea..a dream.
The Best Thing
If you are a human being reading this, I recommend you start a diary. I know, if you are a guy you probably do not want to. Call it a journal. Because writing everything down is the best thing that I have ever done in my life. It seems really weird. But I have been [..more..]
why? oh why?
I feel like i have no where to run. I’ve been so far away from my family and too much has been going on for me to hold on… two deaths is too much. no goodbyes no last kisses or hugs. i sometimes go nights crying and then when i think that my life is [..more..]