Too Much
I have never felt this way before. There’s so many emotions. I don’t see how a year can just go down the drain as if nothing matters. Since he needed space, I didn’t let him know how I was feeling. What was going on in my head. Since we weren’t together anymore I felt like [..more..]
Sadness
I felt a little happy and had a little hope about life.. for a moment.. And then the next day i’m all sad again. I wish i could change everything.
I want to do something
I wish that i could do something amazing i just don’t know what, like if i knew i would jump right into it but i don’t i don’t now what to do i feel like i’m wasting my life my potential i wish an adventure would unravel before my eyes, i want to run away [..more..]
loop
My life is turning out to be as the life’s in alternate reality’s.You know,those shows,movies,you call it as you want,where everything misplaced..just not right.I realize it(and it sucks in a away),and it irritates me more and more the way it is,but i don’t know how and from where to start..to try,to get it back,to get [..more..]
Unhappy
Even though I have friends why do I feel so alone? Why do I feel like I’m being used all the time? I feel like a lot of bad thing been happening to me lately. Like I want to be happy but I don’t feel that way. I just want enjoy the people that I [..more..]
Magnificent people..
Isn’t it weird how the most gorgeous people are the ones that don’t get noticed… how they’re the ones that suffer from rude, ignorant people? and by gorgeous, I mean, full of life.. what’s inside of them.. the aspects that actually matter to a person.. I think, they’re the ones that make life worth living [..more..]
LIFE
Life and all that is in it is a gift from the infinite mind; And the only way that life can go wrong is by the limited finite mind.
myself
i have always wanted a life..where i get the freedom to take my own decisions… i took a decision to be with the person whp loves me so much…and i love him too.as much as he does..but sometimes i feel suffocating..actually always.i feel like somewhere deep within i am killing the actual me..i am transforming [..more..]
what do i want
sometimes i wonder what exactly this life is supposed to be..i dont knw what i am doing..m just walking on..without knowing where i am supposed to be… i just feel like hell..every moment these days..:(:(seems like there’s been something i haven’t been getting and i didn’t even realise then..but now..i know..what i have ever wanted..was [..more..]
Overwhelmed.
I feel like I’m suffocating. I know that I shouldn’t be so focused on school, that I should live my life a little, but I’m so scared. I’m so scared of failure, of becoming someone I wouldn’t like, of doing things that would make me regret anything at all. I’m so scared of living that [..more..]