Who/What/Why even am I? Because I don’t know anymore.
It’s a pretty tricky question: I’m confused, questioning, unsure, maybe even suppressing what I know for a fact is the answer. So I’ll lay it all out linearly, treat it like a math problem with posits and proofs and only one right answer… First question: what even am I? 1. Gender and sex are different. [..more..]
messed up me
i really dont know whats happening to me, i just hate myself. Why do i feel jealous coz two of my best friends are going on a date?? i should be happy for them, and i am. But i am jealous, a bit jealous. I dont want to be. I feel like i will never [..more..]
sometimes i just wanna rewind time..i miss the old you…
well i haven’t been on here in awhile because i haven’t had too much going on, but now things are starting to go back to its usual self and i just need to get everything out of my system. so my life has been coming back together like things used to be.. i got a [..more..]
nakampucha oh
wahh the f***?!TANGINA LOKO LOKONG NANAY AMPUCHA
feelings for a girl?!
I barely met her this year, I have been straight my whole entire life. I have never seen girls that way. She admitted to me just a month ago that she was bi sexual, and that she liked me a lot. I was flabbergasted. I didn’t say anything.. I was awkward, I thought the little [..more..]
exponential spin the bottle
so i had an idea of a variation of spin the bottle. instead of the regular spin and kiss thing each round you multiply the time period in which you kiss by 2. you would start with a base time say 1 second next round it would be a 2 second kiss then 4 than [..more..]
First Time
So I’ve been emotionally depressed, and think everything is wrong with me. I am 17 years old, female, and currently going through a rough patch of my life, well for me anyways. My boyfriend broke up with me, the one i lost it to, and now I’m crushed, I feel empty inside, I gave him [..more..]
at the risk of being tamed
And then suddenly I’m right back here where I started. At the point where I hurt myself to stop myself from hurting. The cuts are not deep but they are frequent and now they’re just thin red burns of focus and clarity on the inside of my wrist. Oh people write so much prose about [..more..]
2 faced!
DUDE! I THOUGHT SHE WAS A FRIEND, I ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT SHE STOLE MONEY FROM ME. I GOT OVER IT & I STILL HUNG OUT WITH HER! I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE WOULD LET HER BOYFRIEND TALK S*** LIKE THAT ABOUT HER OWN FRIENDS SHE KNEW LONGER THAN HER BOYFRIEND. WE SAW THE WAY [..more..]
Change
I’ve been friends with my best friend for 5 years now, and things have changed, she’s changed. I know that things never stay the same but she’s turned into a different person. She’s depressed and she cuts but I have no idea why. I’m not the best at talking about personal things so I haven’t [..more..]