A warm kiss on a cold night
All night he was looking at me from across the bar. The bar where everyone is friends, whether they’re young or old, we all party together. I first met him a couple years ago, and was in complete awe of his beauty. Tall, dirty blonde hair, perfect skin, perfect white teeth and gorgeous blue eyes. [..more..]
Afraid To Live
I feel like I am dead but living. If that makes any sense at all. I am sort of just here. I exist, but do not live. And I understand that it is my choice, but I feel like I don’t know how to live. I only have a couple boring friends. And I think [..more..]
I don’t feel loved
I found out recently that i’m beeing called a slut in school, by my friends. Some of them treat me like stupid scum in the back, thay’re talking about it to my classmates. Before we were really good friends, I even dated one guy. But not only school, now it’s a priblem with my family. [..more..]
mom
My mum caught me lying to a guy just now, he wanted me to come with him to a birthday, hes a really nice one. I didint want her to see that. she never sees my private life.
Think Too Much?
I feel like I am standing at the lowest end of a mountain and looking up at everyone that is already reaching the peak. They have all conqeured the mountain and already moving on to the next obstacles now, but there I am, still dragging on… So… I met one of them today. I panicked. [..more..]
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It’s f***ing bulls*** how you’ve forgotten about me already, you promised forever, and then out of nowhere, you’re gone. You won’t even look at me or talk to me, even though I still care about you so much. You pay more attention to idiots half the intelligence of me and are just using you. I [..more..]
could use some advice
So theres this girl that i work with, very very pretty girl, she had been kicked out of her house and was sleeping in her car, Now trying to be a good person, i offered her a place to stay, got the air mattress from my parents house set it up in my room and [..more..]
Bits and pieces, the story of the protector
I could tell you things that would make your skin crawl, and maybe I will in telling the story of my life so far. I tend to skip things and go in a random order, I may start with something that happened ten years ago and skip to something that happened yesterday, I’m not sorry [..more..]
Happiness is in the air
Ahh I just published my first bit of writing, I’ve been watching the views on it like a mad-woman. It isn’t real of course, just some fanfiction, but reguardless I’m hopelessly excited.
I Feel Like I Made a Mistake
I can’t stop thinking about you, especially since I saw you last night at the hookah lounge. Your smile made me so incredibly happy inside. I feel like I messed up going too fast with you and I should have respected how you felt more. I still have deep feelings for you obviously, I tried [..more..]