I hate but love him
My boyfriend did this to himself. I was faithful I might not have been ready mentally but I was. But every day getting accused having fights like I was really cheating. So then I started going back to the olde and started secretly flirting with guys. But knowing I could never meet up with a [..more..]
Random thoughts
My friend brought over a dog today and it was so little and cute, and it made me think about what amazing creatures this world has.. Sometimes i just get so amazed by these little things.. There’s so much to see in this world and i have seen absolutely nothing.. /:
i wish they would
i am the youngest in, well, a family of 13.I always get picked on and i have nobody to pick on myself.
I’m a mess
I’m a mess. A big crappy mess. I don’t know what to with life or where i’m going. Worst part? I ignore it..
What is the point of life
I honestly don’t have a reason to live anymore. I am already going to hell. Sometimes I wish I could just escape life. Life isvjust a burden.
I’ve never forgotten how much i hurt you
You were my first real girlfriend, i was so in love with you that nothing else mattered, everyone hates a cheat and that’s especially true to the guy who did the cheating, i have never been able to live with myself since i broke your heart, i’ve sank in and out of depression, alchoholism and [..more..]
Should I Tell Him
There is this boy who sweeps me off of my feet every time I am with him. He works at this bar, playing guitar there most every night. We are both 24 and single. But I have a secret. I have a daughter. She is the love of my life. My boyfriend and I had [..more..]
i’m so scared of things not going right
I’m with this girl, she is perfect on literally fronts. she’s my girlfriend now and she told me she loves me and i said it back, she’s been distant the past week and we haven’t seen each other… i’m missing her and thinking about her and i don’t know if she feels the same, i’m [..more..]
Dear You
You said you were in love with me. And I felt it. Everything we did together I was always happy and carefree. You took my virginity and I felt ok about it. I told you everything. About my past, about my dreams for the future. And then one day, I wake up, and you are [..more..]
I hate my mom
I literally hate her. Her verbal abuse and depression has me so depressed myself that I’ve contemplated killing myself. She pressures me to be perfect. I’ve developed eating disorders, OCD, bipolar disorder, and I’m afraid of things that I’ve never been afraid of before. I wrote about her abuse and my plot to kill myself [..more..]