Am I Stupid Or What?
As weird as this sounds I’m not sure if my kind of thought process is dim or bright. I read a lot of books and stuff and get good grades but when I read these books (teen romance novels like sarah dessen, not some stupid vampire sex story) thy feel everything and take their time [..more..]
Some Thoughts
I want to be honest and say that I feel lonely. I wake up every morning and follow the same routine, thinking that maybe today is the day that I am going to find love. Yes! Love. I want to fall in love and have someone love me in return, I have been waiting for [..more..]
Never stopped
It’s been almost 5 years now… I’ve moved on with my life and started somewhere else with someone else. I just never could nor can I get myself to not think about you from time to time. We were each others first love. In fact I remember the day we met, where you were sitting, [..more..]
how you feel
In 2008 I felt sad in 2012 I felt sadder in just 4 years I felt that my life is going over people don’t know how I fell they just care what they feel they talk and talk about how they felt when they passed away but when you say something they judge you what [..more..]
iidk..
I dont even know what to do with my life anymore.. I fell in love with a guy whos a total ass. He cheated on me, never really cared about my feelings, yet I still love him. I met him two years ago and I thought we would be together forever. I was wrong. I [..more..]
What is left…
I dont even know what to do with my life anymore.. I fell in love with a guy whos a total ass. He cheated on me, never really cared about my feelings, yet I still love him. I met him two years ago and I thought we would be together forever. I was wrong. I [..more..]
I KEEP TRYING
I am a chubby girl ok? A little bit big around the edges. And I was okay with that until I started high school this year. And everyone looked at me weird. And the guys make fun of me whenever I walk into class. And now… I want to starve myself. I want to cut [..more..]
JUST FOR A CHANGE !
sometimes i wish someone would be scared to lose me. to think about me and wonder how im doing and what im thinking. write me letters instade of texting me. sing to me instead of just dedacating a song to me. i dont only want him to be my lover but also my bestfriend. for [..more..]
Stressed out
Life is so annoying! I feel stressed out by stuff that aren’t important, or shouldn’t be ! And i think to myself that if i relax for a day it will be better but it doesn’t !! It doesn’t matter how many days i relax, i don’t feel relaxed, infact i feel depressed when i [..more..]
I feel sad
I don’t know what i’m doing with life.. I have a little depression and i just don’t know what to do. I guess it’s okay not to know where you are going.. But aren’t you suppose to have an idea ? A plan? Something? I feel all alone…