Ugh.
A lot of my friends have given up on dating and I think they have the right idea. I’ve been officially single for a couple of years now, during those 2 years I dated a guy seriously off and on but we never made it official, which wasn’t okay, or had sex, which was okay. [..more..]
Starving to be Substantial
I’m not sure what else to say except that while I’m relatively healthy (minus the suicidal tendencies) for my frame, I feel hideous and grotesque. I haven’t eaten more than 500 calories for some time now. I don’t consider myself to be anorexic, particularly since I don’t have a lethal condition. My body needs to [..more..]
that’s me
It doesn’t matter if the people i care about don’t like.. I just have to accept that this is me, i don’t care who i’ll lose for it… I still thank god everything!
just my life
My whole family got into a big fight, and i was the only one who wasn’t invovled. I felt like i had to be the only one to not say anything and keep it together. I had to support everyone and comfort them. But inside i feel like hell. Not because they fought, but because [..more..]
I feel like my voice isn’t being heard.
I feel like I am alone. Tell me why, when I am suppose to have a family who loves me, but I don’t and am suppose to just be pleased with life, I am not. Tell me why I am suppose to be happy
thinking
i just want to say to sean foster of up town may your soul rest in peace I been thinking about you for a minute but I remember you and hd cooke fairmount street and to every body that passed on we love yall always fats gilum woodland and stink of east gate midnight smiles [..more..]
What happened to happiness?
Parents are suppose to give you unconditional love right? But when that unconditional love becomes very conditional, do you feel loved at all? No. You feel like you’re not good enough, you get scared. You are upset, and people tell you “it could be worse” well yes, it could but that doesn’t mean this doesn’t [..more..]
Dear Friend
I fell in love with you and then you make love to me and then you run away and I wonder if there is anything wrong with me. Because why did you leave so fast? Why did you take away my virginity and tell me everything was going to be okay if you just left [..more..]
nothing
Life sucks so bad right now that i just wanna laugh about it!
SCHOOL ANXIETY
I have horrible worries about school. Tomorrow is my first day back after a really long and happy Christmas break. I just feel sick about the whole thing. I hate school more than anything in the entire world. My stomach gets really upset, I get horrible head aches. And I really don’t stop crying. I [..more..]