should i just have sex with him no matter what my past is??
i mean when i was 14 i got raped by a friend of one of my exes. . .it really affected my love life. i was a virgin and someone just took that from me.. i tried fighting back of course but im very skinny and i wasnt working out back then so he got [..more..]
On Possibility
The only chains which can bind us, are those crafted by our own hands… Eventually, words will lose their meaning Eventually, your name will just be another sound “Would a rose, by any other name, smell as sweet?” So, with the only thing you ever have, the fleeting moment that is now; do what you [..more..]
today january 16th 2013
I was not going to write anymore until I have sex well that did not happen no sex but I like to write so here I am my mom be here sunday but I got to do somethings but I didn’t have sex I mean I did everything people wanted me to do go every [..more..]
Are we friends or we more? I’m not sure.
There is this boy and I am in love with him. And do things for him a little too much. He copies my math homework and uses my pencils because I love him and I want him to maybe love me too. He asks me a lot of things. Like if I have a boyfriend [..more..]
Future
I’m scared of loosing you to your new friends.
not the most common stiuation
today has been a pretty good day for me, but the thing is i felt someone eles today. there is this girl i felt her heart and i relly want to talk to her but i dont know how. jesus the one up in heaven let me feel her heart and he wants me to [..more..]
cried for you.
you held my finger in your little hand an would not let go i cried for you. you asked me to teach you how to tie your shoes an the next day you did them all on your own i cried for you. you had a bad dream at night an wouldnt leave my side [..more..]
My love
When I first met you. I remember seeing you and seeing that sparkle in your eyes. I remember looking at you and asking what your name was. what beautiful name it was.. When we first sat down and I bought you a warm meal and you looked at me and thanked me… I didn’t think [..more..]
An empty space..
Any empty space.. A vacuum inside.. Suffocating.. Distracting.. Disturbing.. Tears.. Wondering.. Dreaming.. And Waiting.. – Sandhya Mohan.
You Found Me
This boy saw me cutting and I don’t really know what to do. I was in the foyer to the girls and boys bathroom alone and I needed to cut. And so I started and then I heard this gasp and this kid my age was standing there watching as blood dripped from my wrists. [..more..]