Depressed
im 15 in graduation year I hate my life. real lot. too much stress. i have nervous breakdowns every other day. i hate my family they make me really mad without intending to. im self consciousness alot I care about what others think of me. I hate it when anyone hurts me. I hide some [..more..]
idk
Everyday is the same I wake up I go to school then I go to practice and home. My life is so pointless, I have no one that truely likes me or just wants to be my friend. I know that I can’t talk to anyone about how I am feeling because then I will [..more..]
the one that got away
I never thought that I could like someone this much, I mean I honestly am in love with you. If only you could see how much I like you. I know that I’m obsessed with you and I just need to get over you quick other wise I am going to be hurt and all [..more..]
that’s all
I know growth takes time. But, I’m f***ing 21–when does my character set in? My smarts, my excitement, my PASSION, when does my beauty shine through without the for aesthetic surface. Where is my PASSION? Everything so dull about me, I can’t even hold a interesting coversation with anyone. I want interesting friends that tell [..more..]
I blog to much.
B.T.W why are you doing this to me? Making me feel like no one else will love me like you did, making me want you back? You’re pretty much all I ever blog about. I feel like stargirl. I just want this to go away, the memory of us. I hate this feeling, of wanting [..more..]
B.T.W.
I admit I miss you, I admit I think about you more than I should, I admit that I still like you. Hell, maybe I still love you. But, you f***ed up. Not me, you should be trying to fixed this. You aren’t, so. I’m sitting here, waiting on an “baby I’m sorry, lets start [..more..]
I Want The Real Thing
I am 23 years old, and I have never made love. Yes, I have had sex. But I find the two different. Making love involves feelings, slow and intimate. And sex… happens when you are drunk at college. I am sad that I lost my virginity with some weird guy that I had never talked [..more..]
Just feel like blogging
i’ve blogged so much today, it’s insane. it’s helping me though, even if no one comments on what i post. at least i’m getting out how i feel, and what’s going on with me. ealier i was crying, i haven’t cried in a while. but, tonight was the worse, i almost started praying to god, [..more..]
New boy
I wouldn’t say i’m really over B.T.W, i mean. i was just wearing his hoodie like an hour ago crying. i sound stupid, oh well. but, new boy is sweet. i wouldn’t say i like him, but he’s helping me forget about B.T.W, yeah. i’ll always have feelings for him, i mean. he was perfect, [..more..]
:(
im so depressed. i have nobody to turn to i cant talk to anyone, nobody is there for me. the guy i gave everything to has f***ed me over i feel like im going crazy i hate this feeling all i want is to be loved and to be happy i feel like a dying [..more..]