I have to be stronger
I think i was 1 percent stronger than usual today.. I tried not to cry hearing my dads awful words to me.. But i cried as soon as i came in my room. But again, not as much as usual, i’m trying to practice to hold it in.. It hurts like hell, but i have [..more..]
really…?
you made plans with me for spring break nut instead your going to go to michigan with a friend that almost raped me.. that sounds like such a good plan. why you are even friends with him anymore i dont even know. trying not to cry in school is one of the hardest feelings ever [..more..]
why i think some women date jerks
A lot of times, It feels like it’s ingrained in us to believe that the most noble thing we can do as women is help a man along in his life’s journey. We’re taught that we should aspire to be muses, or mothers to successful sons, or mystical manic pixie dream girl girlfriends who arise [..more..]
Romeo
It seems like when your gone my mind is clear, but when you are close I forget how to speak.. at least that’s how it use to be. Now I am a shell of emptiness, laying on this cold and unforgiving earth for my close and near end. You’ve taken all of me.. until nothing [..more..]
Bottled Up
I have no one that I can talk to about this current issue. It is a huge secret. I just have to get it off my chest right now. I have a boyfriend that I have been with for a while. He doesn’t always treat me how I would like to be treated. He brings [..more..]
I feel angry at myself.
so, i am a guy, 17 years old, im a junior at school and this school year has been pretty frustrating. i like to think of myself as a reserved person who keeps his things to himself, who is rational rather than emotional, i love he sciences and psychology and philosophy and i have always [..more..]
Help me please…
Every second of every day I think all of these things about myself. Almost everyone I know tells me at least half of these daily. I’m ugly, I’m stupid, I’m annoying, no one care what I think, I have no friends, no one likes me, I’m an awful person, I embarrass myself daily, I’m terrible [..more..]
Thoughts
Some how everything is changing, and I HATE changes.. I don’t like when old path disappears, because people that used to walk down that path choose another one. Maybe the problem is within me.. you know, like it is because I don’t want to change and everyone around me is changing , not just everyone [..more..]
Fake and empty
No matter how hard people try to make me feel better or tell me how much im loved or tell me how much they accept me and will help me, none of it helps. I still feel alone and like no one understands. I feel a emotionally empty but at he same time full, it [..more..]
Confused
Lately I have been feeling everyone has changed but maybe it’s me? I feel like I am running on a treadmill, constantly going but getting nowhere. I have a great bunch of friends around me but it still seems like I am alone. I always feel like I would do anything for anyone else but [..more..]