Am I mad? Or am I in Love?
Why does life tend to throw these curve balls. Why do I feel the need, to be with her, when she makes my life miserable sometimes. I put up with so much and I feel selfish, but at the same time, I need to feel selfish. I have always looked after everyone else, rather than [..more..]
My Mind, Lost and Confused Pt1
Why does life tend to throw these curve balls. Why do I feel the need, to be with her, when she makes my life miserable sometimes. I put up with so much and I feel selfish, but at the same time, I need to feel selfish. I have always looked after everyone else, rather than [..more..]
performance
she shuts her door and turns around, turns up the music and begins to dance. around and around, the biggest smile on her face. But then the door, it opens. her father is home. her moment of bliss gone. slowly, she walks to the computer sits down and begins to scroll, just like any other [..more..]
Why
She Goes Back To The Restroom. Quietly Shuts The Door. She Picks Up A Piece Of Glass & Sits On The Floor. Then She Thinks About Her Past. She Looks At Herself & Sees. ~ She’s A Broken Girl In A Broken World Force To Fake A Smile. ♡
why and now what??
yes. It is true. She has emotions more than a friend from beginning but the He never had. Even when He doubted that she may have some feelings in future, he clear-out about his status and she was also agree and continued their friendship. Lots of ups-and-down in life. Lots of criticism he faced just [..more..]
Lies…..
Where do I begin? My mom is always lying to me. First , she tells me “Honey you will get your new phone tomorrow” Today is tomorrow. Next, she says ” Baby your dad didn’t get your plane ticket”. Actually I believe that is the truth. Lets start on my dad. He has one child [..more..]
I don’t know
I feel utterly powerless to my own unforgiving nature of not accepting the fact that the girl I’m with truly loves me, this scares me so much. Because everyday I look at her I feel as though she could do so much better than me.
This Can’t be all in My head…
My birthday is Sunday, only 6 days from today. I’ll be 17. I’ve been trying desperately to live like the teenager that I am but there is just so much that gets in the way of that happening. I don’t live with my parents or my sister (which kills me) due to our recent homelessness. [..more..]
school
i feel like i have so many expectations to live up to at school, but at the same time im best friends with this genius girl. she’s athletic and just generally amazing at everything she does. she admits that she doesn’t even put a lot of effort into the things she does. i know it’s [..more..]
mom hates me
my mom treats me like im no body. like im s***. im so f***ing done