I dont know what to do anymore . Pt//2
We sort of decided not talk to talk anymore because of me .. I always start talking about us and she says it kills her and makes her feel guilty that she doesn’t know what she wants in her life.. I understand because I was her first everything.. I don’t know why cant I let [..more..]
Smiling
We’ve never ever met yet. Idk when will it happen. Seems impossible. *smiling & thinking about you* 🙂 -Quiet C
Things are not so complicated now…
Okay.. So I am the “why are things so complicated” one.. I really wanna say thanks to the comments. They really helped me. I talked to her and guess what… We ended up talking for hours. She told me about the problems she has been facing because of these unwanted admirers. She even told me [..more..]
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empty.. alone.. theres an ache athat i cant explain when you left me..
My ache
I am at a cross road. Which way do you turn when the only options seem to be pain. As I look at a glorious blue sky I know I should feel joy but am left with emptiness. Sometimes you try so hard to do everything right, you following your instincts and your heart only [..more..]
Reason I Hate Life
In order to be anybody you have to act like somebody your really not. You might say I never do that, but you do. I have to act like somebody I am really not everyday I go to school because if I don’t on one would like me and the ones I do show who [..more..]
W6743521 Part 1
Sometimes I just have to tell somebody about my day. Fair warning, I’m pretty much a tool-bag, so read on only if you’re ready to enter the mind of an extremely shallow doooood. Okay, so to be honest my day didn’t really start until around 11 a.m. I woke up late-ish at around 8:30, watched [..more..]
I dont know what to do anymore .
Ever been in a situation where you lose someone special and just feel like you cant do anything anymore ? I feel that way, I feel like giving up on everything because I lost that one special person to me.. I love her from the bottom to top and I would do anything for her. [..more..]
What is this
Just because I don’t know what I want, I feel like I’m ruining the life of one of the most important people in my life. Wish life was easier.
Im turning extremely anti-human!!!!
I don’t understand the human mind!! I want to f***ing tear the head off some people. f***ing snobby – one minded – self centred – stubborn – lifeless ARSEHOLES!!!!!! why do I f***ing bother with people? Somebody please bring me to another planet.