Posted by Anonymous on 2014/12/19 under Uncategorized I like him a lot. Every time I think of him, I want to smile and cry. Too many intricate feelings are involved. I’m confused. Sometimes I think I am handling them well. Other times, I am overcome by sadness. I know he wants me to be happy. I don’t want to show him negative emotions again. He’s helped me with so many problems, I feel so bad for bringing him troubles. Though every time he says it’s OK with a smile. I expected him to let me down but he rarely does. If he keeps on being good to me I will fall deeper, which I must avoid. I know love has its limits. In the mature adult world, it’s unfortunate that sometimes you need to stop loving someone if you truly love him. Not loving him is a way of protecting him and his happiness. It might sound anti-intuitive but I’m sure somebody understands. If I could just peel my feelings off and dump them somewhere, that’d be great.