Somewhere To Write

Posted by Anonymous on 2014/10/30 under Uncategorized

I just want to talk about a boy. I have know him for a year now, and I have had a crush on him since then. In April we had started dating and things with me and (let’s call him sugar) sugar was all good. Then he started to get awkward. He didn’t talk too me as much and this happened in two weeks. When we were dating for a month a bunch of my friends went ice skating. It was a big night because the ice skating rink was closing down. Since things were really awkward between us, my friends kind of pushed me to make a move. I finally went up to him and was like we are gonna skate together. So we held hands and talked and laughed a lot of the night. Once it was time to go we said goodbye to each other hugged and then left. I was talking to a friend of both of ours (let’s call him cheese) and cheese told me that sugar didn’t have feelings for me. It caused a lot of back and forth and fighting and us basically hating each other. In the middle of May a bunch of us went to the mountains. According to my friend (let’s call her gummy bear) honey had told gummy bear that sugar was going to break up with me. Sugar thought about it and decided not to. Are relationship was starting to get better, but after a two months he had broken up with me during the first week of June, near my birthday. (There were a lot of memories that I didn’t talk about) anyways. They way he broke up with me was having are friend (name will be top hat) top hat tell me over text that sugar was breaking up with me. I was so upset. I started to have an anxiety attack and I bawled my eyes out. He didn’t know anything about that. Sugar kept talking to me which made it worse. Honey got mad and told me to get over it, sugar didn’t love me. I loved sugar that was the problem. You might not say it was love but I know I was in love with him. Alright let’s skip to the summer. Honey had asked me out and we dated on and off from July to September. I ended it for good because sugar had re entered my life and i realized I loved sugar and my feelings for honey were gone. I didn’t feel sad at all when I broke up with honey. I told sugar I still had feelings for him and sugar said he did too. He said he didn’t want to date again because of everything that had happened before. That made me upset. I had a friend who we can call pancake who talked to him. He was like okay I do want her back. Some girl got in the way and told him some really s***ty things about me. He then didn’t ask me out and she rubbed it in my face. MY feelings for him are very strong. I don’t know why they are but he changed my life. I always feel so close to getting him back and then something happens. I don’t know what to do anymore honestly.

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