Posted by Anonymous on 2016/10/24 under Uncategorized I gave myself false hope and that was a problem. For gods sake, tell me you hate me. One thing you do know, I’d never hate you. I could only love you,. I could love you while you aren’t mine. let me leave you behind. Tell me you’ve moved on. I was in love with you, and you knew that. I want you happy, if it’s not because of me, as long as you’re happy. I’m stupid for loving you and you don’t love me back. but, if I could go back to the day I first heard your voice
I know that it was my fault. I was still loving the world I created with you in it.
I was still living in a place that you stayed, called home all on your own.
I don’t take back what I felt or what I said, I don’t regret my feelings as well as the time we “spent” together.
I know I loved you too much to be willing to do anything and want anything just to have you remotely in my life.
I was wrong.
My only flaw, I can’t hate you at all, no matter how much I wish I could get over you and move on.
No matter how much I convince myself you are bad for me, how poisonous you are.
I hate myself for loving you. I never would’ve let you go, the fact that you’re willing to says enough right there.
You’re perfect and you’ll make some other guy happy.
You’ll have his last name.
Your dream of becoming a doctor will come true.
While that’s going on,
I’ll be happy. I won’t depend on you anymore.
I’ll move on. I’ll forget you existed.
I’ll forget how important you were to me.
I deserve to be happy, even if it’s not with you.
I deserve it.
You tell me that.
I could love you while you’re with someone else.
I could
I could
I could
I could do so much.
I know you’re going to find this one.
This is painful.
I HATE THIS IM READY TO MOVE ON AND FORGET ABOUT YOU.
let me hate you.
let me forget, this is too painful.
let me leave.
let me stop.
Tell me you’ve stopped.
Tell me everything you don’t want to tell me, tell me anyways.
I’m making myself look dumb and you know it too.
Falling all over you falling for you.
The real question is.
If you wanted back in, would I let you?
If you missed me, would I want you too?
If you needed me, could you have me?
I’m lost but, things are only like this cause I love you.
I was stupid for loving you in the first place tbh.
I was just dumb.
I wouldn’t change a thing.
It changed my life, just as much as you did.