So tired of this life. Im done with it! guess I was a lousy mother, tho I tried to teach them right from wrong, they only remember the bad stuff, while I remember the cute stuff. Couldn’t get my husband to luv me, let alone my children. Failed suicides, so now what? luv my god, but he cannot be with me always, too many in this world better than me. I no longer have friends, thought I did back home til my daughter threw in my face that when my car was down no one came to me, I always went to them and after my suicide attempt they were not there.
I promise you without a doubt that God is with you always. He watches you, He knows what you’re going through. He’s felt your pain and heart ache an infinite amount of times and He’s made you so specially in His image. So your life isn’t perfect, you name me one family in this world who acrually is. Now, I’m not assuming you don’t, but if you went to church, or really any kind of community group that you were interested in, I’m sure that you would find new friends who would be there for you no matter what. I do think that you should try talking to a professional about your suicidal thoughts and actions though. They would know better than I would about something this serious but God bless <3