Posted by Anonymous on 2017/03/25 under Friends When you thought you were OK but you are not When a hand was given to you You re a mess and you know that I guess I ll never fit anywhere Right now I m feeling I hit the ground In hours when nobody judges you I paint black my personality Why can you have so much love inside I guess feeling nothing at all It’s over now I ll do the rest alone I hate this.i love you. Like I never loved anyone or anything before I’m sorry
When you realise everything is your fault
How can you do to fix things right
How can you do to apologise
You said no because you re a fool
And now you re alone feeling misunderstood
But how the hell do you believe you could ?
You mixed feelings held you a trap
You jumped in in with a great feeling
And now regrets and pain makes you feel you don’t fit
At last I m glad sometime I don’t feel the same
Reality punched me hard and straight
My heart bleeds, sour is the bait
The one I love maybe thinks I’m crap
Maybe i guess he s not that wrong
Now nobody will confort my soul
I m held in a veil and I can’t see through
I hope that I ll be forgiven
But even forgiven nothing is forgotten
I maybe should apply to psychiatry
Humans are so complicated
And I think I m in the top five of mentally perturbated
And hurt the one you know owns your heart
I’m feeling heartless grounded in lonelyness
It wont be long till my heart break my chest
Is in fact the answer to a bliss call
I think I was protecting everyone
But I’m a fool I never do things right
In front of myself I feel nothing at all
Maybe anger maybe pity
But the message s clear, this time you won’t hold me.
I guess sometimes love hurts
And when you re like me
Hurts is worth than death
I’m done with me
I hate myself
Growing in control
Is not a thing I can do
As a matter of fact I won’t go through
F*** the rhymes
I’m not a poet
What am I but a pile of s***.