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Posted by on 2017/03/20 under Friends

I know this might sound odd, anyone coming from a completely sane point of view might see that what I’m about to talk about seems odd,but, coming from someone who has an imagination as wide as the eyes can see, this might not sound so crazy.
To be frank, me and my ex are broken up. And. I still feel the love? Like, even though we aren’t together, I can still feel our connection at the most strangest times out of nowhere.
We’ve been broken up for sometime now and she has a new boyfriend, but, I still feel it?
At night, I feel her. her “presence”
I was told that it’s because I “miss her”
My love for her was unreal and strong and… at the most craziest times I feel her love, my love, our love. What we had. And then… maybe after 5-30 minutes of completely indulging in that bliss, I don’t feel a thing. Like, I remember the feeling but, I can’t feel it again if I tried. It was starting to get to me so much I took the liberty of googling “the body reacting to feelings.” This chart came up (you can google it if you want to see what I’m talking about, word for word what I said lol) and when I found how it displayed the feeling of “love” to the body, the areas that were highlighted in bright warm colors, (which were the arms to hands arms to head, heart to abdomen and upper thigh) all of which is what I felt prior to looking up what I did. It is crazy and, I know, like “how do you know you don’t miss her?” Or a “you just wish it was that.” Don’t get me wrong, I understand the simplicity of me and my ex not being able to be together again, I do. And, having to sit with that realization that she isn’t coming back could tear someone apart, and it did, and I learned and months down the road when she’s well forgotten, I feel it all over again… explain it, because I can’t.

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