Posted by Anonymous on 2015/08/01 under Uncategorized It’s been almost 13 years since I really discussed this with you, my parents. I came out to you as transgender and you cast me away so hard that I fell into an abyss. It’s been a lonely 13 years, long before social media was really around, long before anyone really used the internet like they do today. In hindsight, maybe I was foolish to expect otherwise from you but I honestly thought that you would be by my side but I was proven wrong. I never heard such malice and hatred from anyone let alone my parents from you that cool October day. My life changed forever that day…before I held much more optimism and happiness in life. It felt like that was pulled away from me and ever since it has been dark and cold. It is like a lonely road on the vast prairies with only the wind and the darkness to keep me company. I lost my trust in humanity that day, never made a friend or fell in love, I can’t even trust the people checking out my stuff at the store. I wandered ever since like a lost ship. To me the entire world has been covered in darkness since that day. I suppose you think of yourselves as enlightened given that you talk more about gays and transgender people now than you did back then. Do you really think you will fool me again? I know you too well…once a tyrant always a tyrant. Tolerance my ass, where was it back almost thirteen years ago? You’re just as fake as the general public. I’m not expecting you to have changed at all since our last ‘encounter’. For the record I don’t believe the ‘tolerance’ and crocodile tears of the people who claim to support transgender people so don’t even bother bringing their crap up. I’m not sure who is worse, the people who want to hunt down LGBT people or the ones who blow kisses and cheers at LGBT people as the hunters continue their pursuit. I don’t expect anything from you today. You made the choice of being parents and took the risk of your kids maybe not going down the route you wanted them to. I wasn’t a criminal or a lowlife or a pervert like most of my neighbors and classmates so don’t pull the morality bulls*** on me. I wasn’t even going to write this on this website originally but I was wanting to write about it and decided to get it out of my mind. I won’t pull punches like other transgender people on the net; I’m not here to talk about unicorns and butterflies and rainbows. I might say something to you again about this but not for your benefit, I’m doing it to close up a chapter in my life and start a new one. Goodbye