3:00 AM Thoughts.
I’m lost in this place. Grabity forcing me to the ground. I can’t breathe anymore. Can’t you hear me screaming? My mind is my savior. Yet, it is also my enemy. Run with me. To our dark fantasy. No one has to know. Just me, myself and I. Maybe you’ll find peace. Stop the voices [..more..]
One Of Those Nights
Just one of those nights you lay in bed, staring aimlessly into space and then everything comes crashing down. The wall finally crumbles and the flood sweeps you off of your feet. You can’t beat it and slowly drown. Tears stream down your face, hands muffle your sobs and you curl into yourself, shaking. Yeah, [..more..]
Screw It.
Why do I even try?
Dead Hearts – Stars
Do you miss people? Especially the dead ones? I do.
I Want But I Don’t
I want to let go but I don’t. I want to give up but I don’t. I want to die but I don’t. I want company but I don’t. I want to be alone but I don’t. I want him but I don’t. I want everything but I don’t. I want to live but I [..more..]
Me, Myself and I
I’m selfish but giving. I’m obnoxious but quiet. I’m lonely but not. I’m loving but hateful. I’m lost but found. I’m tired but awake. I’m useful but useless. I’m sad but happy. I’m living but existing. I’m myself but not.
This Is Me At Three In The Morning
Hey, you. Yeah, you reading this. I hope you have a non s***ty day, filled with some hope and life. I should be asleep since I have school but oh f***ing well. I know life can be confusing, painful and a straight out b****, but keep your head up. I know, I know you’ve heard [..more..]
It’s 3 AM, Don’t Judge Me.
F*** you and your couch. I had a dying urge to say it. Have a beautiful day.
I Don’t Even Know
I feel more withdrawn. I’m not who I used to be. Before, I was more outgoing, active, energetic and confident. I still have those traits but they’ve dimmed. I’m more subtle, quiet, less outgoing and feel as if I don’t care. I don’t enjoy the things I used to love. Before I loved books, obsessed [..more..]