How do you open someone to who they really are…
What do you do when you know someone who looks like they’re completely oblivious to their own character? Here you are, trying to be a good friend and at least listen to what they have to say about how they’re feeling. They talk and they talk, expecting to get advice or your own opinion on [..more..]
Saying Goodbye
It’s heartbreaking A life you know so well Gone, away, right before your eyes Forget the chaos The tears The sirens The quiet sobs of loss and despair It’s reality you can’t quite grasp You lose all warmth from your toes to the tips of your fingers Your stomach is screaming to retch Your eyes [..more..]
Mosquitos!
Okay so there is this mosquito that shows up at night that feeds off of my blood when I am trying to sleep. I just wake up in the middle of the night already in the middle of scratching my arms. Then if I lay still enough and try to stay awake a bit, I [..more..]
I should have known better…
Alright so out of all the times I’ve had dreams of him, I finally got the determination to seriously look for him. All I can say is, What a way to be heart broken. Alright so I find this guy, after years of dreaming of him, years of him literally being the man of my [..more..]
My second chance..
Maybe more like my third… Honestly, every now and then I would think about the boy who got away. It wasn’t like I was constantly thinking about him. It was just like at times I would see or hear an action from someone and I’d be reminded of him. But I wouldn’t give it much [..more..]
Where do I start…
Okay so way back when I was in maybe sixth grade, there was this guy who caught my eye. But I was, I think, way too innocent or shy to put a name to what I felt for him. I looked forward to going to class because I knew I was going to get to [..more..]
Seriously?
IT DOESN’T MAKE ME A BAD FRIEND IF I DON’T WANT TO LIE TO MY PARENTS. Are you being serious right now? I tell you I don’t want to go to some place that my mom wouldn’t let me go to and that makes me a b****?I told you I didn’t want to lie to [..more..]
Just continue on…
The day it happened was unbelievable. It wasn’t real. I couldn’t have been going through something like this. Not me. No. I mean, no one talks about these things here in my family. My family doesn’t do ’emotions’. Everyone just keeps everything in. The day it happened, it was the exact same thing. EVERYONE was [..more..]